~It's noT eaSy to bE sUpErMaN~

Opportunity Costs

2011-06-26T22:52:00.002+08:00

Its just a click of eyes.
I have been working at OSKP for 3 months d.
Many things happened in these 3 months.
Family, Friends, Colleagues and Relationships..

I do have many lucks in these 3 months.
Until I missed out some of it.
Now started realized its existence or I can say, now only I accepted its existence. Its kinda too late..
I have one biggest weaknesses of my life.
All the time, my best of me is come by luck. I never really give myself to try and go further with all the opportunities..

I have too many phobias. Really scared to make a wrong decision especially those decisions that might hurt other people's heart..

Conclusion is that.. I only good in advising other people but I couldn't do it for myself...

错过的东西，就不要再回头望。应为它再也不属于你了。

Great 1st week in OSK!

2011-04-09T20:35:00.002+08:00

1st day of working,
-I had been invited to be part of the OSKP Committee. Something I like to do and I usually do in University! It makes me feel belong and part of the big organization as I am contributing and supporting the community and make them to feel enjoyable in the organization!

2nd day of working,
-Getting closer with my colleagues and they can actually crazy with me! =DDD

4rd day of working,
-Get invited to join the Annual Dinner as one of the colleagues is on MC. I love to join in this kind of events as I get to well dressed up and eat delicious free food and meet a lot of BIG people! XP

5th day of working,
-Got into annual dinner and guess wat? I won a HP Mini Notebook during the lucky draw session!! Wuuhooo! Haha. My colleagues almost won the bingo, both also left 1 more numbers! Tired but Happy nitez!!

That's the 1st week in OSKP and it is a great starting week for me!! I believed more will come and I will do my best to get all my tasks done perfectly and on time! Wuhoo, Happy Week =D

My Manager scared of My Hardworking?? o_O

2011-04-05T23:07:00.002+08:00

At the early morning, my manager gave me a lot of tasks. I completed it before lunch. Then after lunch, I was like doing nothing keep staring at the monitor and think activities for the year as I am part of the OSK Committee.

Then after that I go ask for jobs from my senior. One of my senior throw me a job that is help her doing scanning and compile file. I done and staring at my beautiful monitor again. LOL! Until my boss return from interview, I pass the arranged interview session and details to him. Then I ask again what else I can help, then he said ok you can go rest 1st, I will report to u(with smilling face). Haha. He said now it just the beginning and ask me to learn slowly and step by step. He said the times where I will flooded with tasks will coming. And said I can rest for now. (He was busying though, as he got tones of stuff to do so thats why he hire us to help him in each specialized department!

Now I waiting the moment I interview people! Awaiting for the excitement!! Gambatteh!

1st day in OSK

2011-04-04T21:34:00.002+08:00

At the beginning of the day was a bad day!

LRT KO at the 1st day of my working day! I was like, shit! late on the 1st day??

Luckily my manager didn't mind about it! Great! I have nice colleagues and nice manager! kekek.

The best thing is that I get to do the things I like to do.

The most surprised thing is my boss asked me to join him for meeting. Guess wat? Is the meeting to organize activities for company to let the employee enjoy! I never imagine I got this kind of chances! I going back to organizer world again! Wakakak.

In the end, the onli thing I can say now is TIRED and why the heck I describe the situation till so simple and not attractive at all... Anyway, seriously going to bed now. Chaos!

Can't sleep =_=

2011-04-04T00:35:00.001+08:00

Wahh.. I cant sleep aaaa.... later working aaaa... Very hot and hungry aaaa! T_T

Last day holiday before the beginning of new life!

2011-04-03T18:52:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow I will be work at OSK Property as Human Resource Executive!

Kinda excited cause I will be in-charge of training and development and recruitment! :D

Last day of Holiday before the new life begins.

Didn't do much. Completed Plant vs Zombie game. LOL.

New life! Gambatteh!

乐于哀

2011-04-02T03:53:00.002+08:00

虽然事情已过了两年多了。
我发现到我从来没有放手过。。
一首歌，突然把我想忘掉的回忆都带回来了。。
带给我一种混乱的感觉。。
乐于哀。。。

Year 2011

2011-03-31T10:23:00.003+08:00

Wow, it had been ages ever since I posted my last blog.

Now, Year 2011 is here.
I got a shitty beginning of my working life.

Working History:
2010 May to 2010 July:
-Unemployed, rejected many jobs' offer because most of them are sales or the area is too far.

2010 July to 2010 October (3months):
-Working with Accenture! Met sumone special and thought that there it is! But, nothing comes in the end. ^^"

2010 November to 2011 February (3months):
-Working with Tom Wedding. In a industry that I wish to be in. Left bcz the culture and the way they doing business goes all against my principle. Couldn't accept it and left too..

OMG! Bad working history!! jumping jobs for 3 months!!

Nightmare begins when I don't get offer easily...
Until, I met OSK.

I got the job that I wouldn't think that I would be able to get it.
As HR Exec in OSK Property!

Becase normally HR exec required experiences and knowledge to fill in the position.
I cant believe that they even raise the salary to get me in when I rejected their offer when I planned to stay at hometown and work as teacher.

The reason they said they hired me bcz I got teaching experiences that's why need my assistants in Training and development! God Bless Man!! haha.

Hopefully it will be my long term job. HR path. I guess many interesting thing is ahead of me know. The quest of Kent Chew.

Remember

2010-07-08T01:33:00.002+08:00

Remember how u look into my eyes..

Remember ur beautiful look when ur face is blushing..

Remember how the special feel when we hold each other in a special way...

Remember ur sweet voice when ur are speaking...

Remember ur crazy face when u started to went nuts with ur frenz..

Remember ur cute face when u are angry about me..

There are many more I wish to tell.
Do you know? I bet you don't.

Miss you.

Miss the Crazy Feels

2010-06-20T21:17:00.004+08:00

My Uni life fills with colors bcz of the crazy gang of my assign and thesis team!
Missing them as I keep living alone now all those crazy ppl has gone from my side.

Rachel Chua

A gurl with a "No worries" face but she always worrying everything. Haha.
She always enjoy herself and always 38 all the times. Budak mentah... XD
Really miss her voice when she laugh!

Kaini

A 2 face person! She can be very serious when is needed and can be superb 38 when is needed and even shocked those ppl who onli saw her serious face. haha!
She is one of the good teammate I have who always reminds me wat to bring wat to do! Future good secretary :P

Ruby Jie

By her name, U knw how powerful she is!
She is one of the toughest gurl that I ever met on earth!
She always like my mum. Always scold me de(For my own good). XDD
Good la got one mum at home and now I have another mum outside XP

It is the greatest things in my life meeting them in my Uni life.
They have indirectly giving me moral support to continue to live on this challenging world!
Really thanks a lot gurls!
Gona miss u all.. ^^

New life going to start..

2010-06-15T00:14:00.003+08:00

Going back KL tmr.
Suddenly I felt that I didnt really enjoy myself during these 2 weeks holidays at hometown.
It was like, huh? adi past 2 weeks?

I feel stupid for myself for wasted all the enjoyable moments I could have in my hometown.. All I do is sleep eat play watch. Nothing more than that.

Hope I will be excel in everything that coming in front of me.
Will be strong!

For those still bugging on what job they should take. ^^

2010-06-13T15:52:00.003+08:00

This is some of the basic knowledge of mine compiled from few senior people.
Hope this help ^^

1st thing u have to think is, what is ur future dream?

What kind of future u wana have?
Open a restaurant?
Become a superstar?
Or wana be someone housewife and live happily with lots of money on hand?

2nd,
U have to know which path u nid to take RIGHT NOW to get to ur future dream.

example, open an restaurant(either u get involve in business to gain knowledge how to operate business and make profit or, start from the kitchen itself as chef or etc)

Become superstar(Join entertaintment industry or go for competition to get famous or last choice is join those training by those entertainment company!)

Become someone housewife (easy la, work at places full with rich people;if u are looking for someone who is rich, or jz simply find a work, depends on fate :P)

3rd,
Ur current financial status.

U have to foresee wat kind of costs might incurred that you nid to pay URSELF.
Then based on the budgeted cost or expenses, giv urself a minimum salary range that u can accept.

example, if u have a budgeted expenses or costs of RM1900, try to get a job with RM2000 or above. If can, dun get a job with exact same amount with ur expenses which is RM1900.
In case if you nid money for emergency, u still have some saving to help you.
REMEMBER! We never know wat will happen in the future so jz be prepare!

I think basically these are the important 3 things u nid to think over when u choose a career or a job. All the best everyone! ^^

Fun Fair at KT and it is CRAZY!!!

2010-06-05T11:26:00.012+08:00

Yesterday, during night time,
we went for fun fair!
Pity ah long have to fetch my sis go fun fair instead of going for dinner with his family ^^" ps* my sis pandai merajuk. LOL!*

The 1st thing catch my attention is the this one!

The round horse!
but too bad, its onli for kids. Its feels like a wonderland when u sitting on it (sounds so childish huh? :P)

Anyway, the 1st game we played were the Spinning UFO!
We can find it at genting.
When I played at genting tht time, I dun feel it is scary or excited at all.
Its jz nice to spin at high and let u feel the breeze of the fresh air.
But this one at fun fair.... LOLOLOOLOLOLOL!!!

Its CRAZY!! Its spinning ALMOST hit the floor and spot light and ALMOST hit the STAGE!!! LOLOL!!! I played till my tears start flowing out frm my right eyes! And from scream, I turned to LAUGH in the middle of air!!! LOLOL!!!

After a crazy spin, my ah jie went to toilet 1st. (She is the one looking at us spinning the middle of air and she is the one went in toilet after see us playing. LOLOL!!)

After that we go play something new, something I never played before.
This thing called, "Challenger"
When I looked at it, I dun think I gona feel excited with the height they can go.
But...LOL!
This thing, they have a sits like a UFO, so everyone sitting in a circle, where we can see each other faces.
The game is like this, the circle (UFO) will spin, at the same time, it will go up till 100 degree. (normally game will go as high as 90 degree, but this one...LOL!)

After a dizzy spinning, we turn to something tht I am quite familiar with, something that I play continuously 2 times at Sunway Lagoon. So I dont think its gona be tht chi kek.
But....LOLOLOLOL!!!

This game I duno whats the differents, but I play this game from, scream to laugh to CALL MUM!! LOLOLOLOLOL!!!!

After that we wanted to play a CRAZY GAME but its too long queue d!
I wil show u the pict how it was played. LOL!

Ends up we go play another game the last one. Its like a small spin plus a huge spin! Quite ok not really excited ^^"

After that we went back home.
Their Marketing strategy was very good.
before we go in, we jz wan play this this this,
Ends up we play this this this this this this this. LOLOLOL!
This is something I learned from this fun fair in term of business la :p
other than that, it was FUN!
But quite expensive also.
The price of each game ranged from RM4 to RM8.
We used about RM30++ in them game. o.O

A enjoyable day at my hometown!

2010-06-04T23:16:00.016+08:00

Today afternoon, we went to the beach [Batu Buruk(Burok), its weird rite? calling the beach the bad stone. LOL! But thts its name XD].

Lets start our journey with the view of the beach! (Sorry guys that my hp not able to take a clear photo ^^")

Then as usual, everyone will start walking into the sea water!
But for my mum, younger sis(Ah Ni) and her husband(Ah Long) they were searching for "lala" something like an oyster but I duno how it call in English o.o

Ends up my younger bro (Ah Chee) and me playing water and our pants wet till like we are peeing in our pants =.=

Then after that, ah chee and me start searching for LALA also.

I found my 1st by digging hole! Then everyone follow me too! Even my mum. LOL!!

After I found 3, I am bored so I play with then sand and build a castle. LOL!
(We are the onli group on hte beach playing with sands! LOLOLOL!!)

Even ah ni, ah long and ah chee also bored d and they start playing with the sand and keep digging a hole.. LOLOL!!

Then they started to make way for water to get into the "hole" that they made. *they are making a masterpiece for the sake of satisfaction o.o*

At the same time, ah long was bored so he was playing with sand with a plastic cup. XD

after the way is made, its SHOW TIME! They let the water comes in before we leave!

Before we leave, ah ni said wana cook all the LALA. I was like huh? LOL!
Then I asked her to leave them and put them back to the beach.
With "She bu de" de feels, she put her into the plastic cup and i actually got to see LALA tongue!! It is transparent and so LONG!! LOLOL!
Mum told me thts how they dig into the sand. With their tongue!!

I got the video on how they digging the hole. Anyone interested can find me and I will let u c it! XD

Anyway, I will end the post with the view of Batu "Buruk" beach!

At night we even have more fun! Will be telling another grandma story in next post! XD

Lonely Night...

2010-05-15T18:23:00.003+08:00

Uni frenz is leaving..
Today hsemates left and move back home..
I am alone in my hse..
Suddenly felt very lonely.

The sound of laughter and feel of craziness slowly walk away from this place, this moment..
I always knew that the day that we separate will come.
But I jz cant control this 舍不得 feels.

Cz I never know that I can meet frenz that a same with me, can crazy with me, talk craps with me, cam whore with me..

All I can say is,
I will miss you all.
All of you will be in my memory forever.
The moment we been together will embedded in my heart forever..

Take care everyone!
Wish u all luck in future!!

Love you all!

A sudden thought

2010-05-05T10:30:00.002+08:00

When I looking into my future budget,
I realized I omitted one important part,
that is use my 1st salary's money to belanja those support me till today!
Like my, Aunt, Kajie, mum n dad, Dai gu, Dai gu jiong, and etc.

And I realized something tht is,
When they support me with money n mentality,
is when I was in a serious "financial crisis" and hardship during my 1st 2 years in KL.

I just remembered that they said to me, "Study hard, dun let ur parents down."
And I realized that and asked myself, WTH I AM DOING NOW???
Not even get a 3.0CGPA and still so relax now???

I really thanks to y dai gu jiong, his words is the most memorable to me.
Cz that is the 1st time he gave money to me and 1st time say that sentence to me.
When I looking myself right now, I looked like a dumbshit that dun appreciate what I had gone thru in the past to get to who am I today.

Still remembered how suffer my life is back to foundation, 1st year in KL.
Everyday meal set RM3 for whole day! Eat those mihun Goreng or nasi goreng everyday or bread.
Knowing that my family have their own financial problem so thats why I never asked for a cent from them except I really a dead financial crisis.

Travelling to Uni which take about 2hours per trip..
One day I have to use around 4 hours just for the purpose to travel.
One trip I had to take 2 or 3 buses, LRT, KTM to get to Uni..
I keep telling myself, I can get through this,
I can do things which is impossible!
Keep telling myself, I can get better life after this.

yeap I did now,
I did have a better life now after I have the ptptn loan.

But why I am wasting my life??
Way toooo relaxing!
Its time to fight harder.
Harder and harder!
Dun ever disappoint my parents again.
Even though my mum is ok with my result.
But I really feel dumbshit to myself now..
How come I forgot what my uncle said to me??

Damn...

Still got 2 more subjects now..
I will never lose anymore..!
Hopefully the 2 subjects before this can pass..

All the best everyone!

It's Only Love

2010-04-26T09:55:00.003+08:00

Another great song from the movie of Scarlet Pimpernel that I personally LOVED a lot! ^^

It's Only Love

I see you try to turn away
I hear the words you want to say
I feel how much you need to hide
What's happening inside you tonight

Come meet my eyes one moment more
Our eyes are different than before

This night, so beautiful and strange
This night begins to change who we are

Don't turn away, it's only love quietly coming to you
Whispering through you
Take my hand, it's only love
Let it come through you slowly
Don't be afraid ,it's only love

We touch, the dark begins to stir
We can't go back to where we were
Don't be afraid to make it real
Don't be afraid to feel tonight Don't turn away, it's only love
Only a touch that frees you
Let it release you
Take the chance, it's only love
Open your heart and show me
Don't be afraid, it's only love

Don't close your eyes
Don't hold it in
Reach out to me
Let it all begin

Don't be afraid, it's only love
Only a touch that frees you
Let it release you
Take the chance, it's only love
Let it come through you slowly
Open your heart and show me
Don't be afraid it's only love

The Video is HERE

Don't be afraid it's only love~

I supposed start my REVISION not FUTURE PLAN

2010-04-21T23:35:00.006+08:00

TIme realy fly fast.
Its like, NEXT WEEK FINAL EXAM??

And all in my mind still thinking about futures.
Basically,
I had a dream to be a Wedding Planner.
And be the best among the best and get well known all over the places!
Kinda Big Dream huh?
^^"

Well, If u never work on watever u dream of, It will end up always be your dream.
As for me, I still researching the industry whether it is suits me or not.
As I still not really knowing what I can do when comes in the practical world.
So still really nid to go in the market and test my skills and capabilities!

Choosing the job of wedding planner is bcz this is one of those great job that u can create a memorable, happy, romantic atmosphere for a couple in their most important moment in their life.

Making all the people around me is already my dream job since when I am small (but not as a clown! XD) So I had decided to focus on making couples happy instead of whole target market which I am not capable doing it now.(Marketing Strategies coming in d. XD)

Well, dreams is still a dream.
The best of the dream I would ever wanted, is build a healthy and happy family. ^^

Simple dream huh?

Kent always likes simple life and simple stuff :P
Thats how life could be happier if we demand lesser. ^^

For everyone who read this blog, Hope you all will have a happy day every time you open your eyes in the next day! ^_^

邹胜胧

2010-03-21T15:04:00.002+08:00

我的名字叫邹胜胧。

我从小就不是很喜欢自己的名字了。

因为，它听起来很像ah long的名字或听起来很粗暴和很凶的名字。

但是，当自己慢慢的楂下自己名字。

发觉很像自己的性格。

因为本人就很好胜和朦胧。呵呵！

然后，　
刚好两个名字旁边都有月亮。胜胧。

把月亮拿了出来后，
就变了，月　生　龙。

就觉得自己的名字很特别。^^

不好意识，
因为太无聊了。。。
所以，
就写一些无聊的东西^^"

爱上了一个不应该爱上的人

2010-03-21T13:18:00.002+08:00

昨天，
有一个好朋友，
突然跟我谈起了关于他爱情的故事。

他说，
我爱上了一个不因该爱上的人。

我问他，
为什么？

他说，
因为，他觉得自配不上那位女生。

他说，
因为那位女生比他成熟很多，
比他更懂事，
比他更坚强。

我就问他一个问题，
那，你是不是真的很爱她？

他说，
真的不知道。。
可能是因为觉得自己配不上她，所以就一直叫自己放弃。
但是，心还是在很混乱的情况。。
不知道自己想要怎样。。

我就说，
当你确定了你是真得很爱她了，
你就努力改变自己，
把自己变得比她更懂事，更坚强。
虽然成熟是变不到的。
因为它是来直经念，是吴法学会来的。。

他就问到，
如何知道自己真的爱上她呢？

我就说，
问自己的心哦。　

因为，我自己也答不到 ^^"

爱上了一个不因该爱的人，
这句话是假的。

为了你爱的人去努力，
这才是真的！

There is a Refresh button, Juz that no undo button.

2010-03-16T08:54:00.006+08:00

There is always a refresh button in our life.
Refresh button was used to refresh our mood when we are in a bad condition or in a bad mood state.

Wana know who is ur refresh buttion?
Friends are your refresh button!

U might not knw how important friends is until you slow down ur path, try to calm urself down and looked around you.

All of us is here watching you,
All our hands is here reading to hold you when u accidentally call into black hole.
All our hearts is ready to be sad and happy with urs.

I know you are afraid that he will face the death god one day..
But tht day will come no matter wat we do.
Human Life was meant to have a beginning and ending..
Everything does..

Even our language lecturer,
They also thought us who START a sentence with capital letter and don't forget to END the sentence with a full stop..
We must be prepare to ourselves to face this situation someday in the future..

No one would like to see our dearest one took away by the death God.
No one does.
But this is life principal..
Start and Ends.

So I hope you will gambateh and able to fight and stay strong!
If not enuff power,
as I always said, we are here ^^

He might be ur very strong pillar of supports for ur life right now.
But u know wat?
u have a very strong sense of survival.
If you and me were thrown to a jungle,
I bet that you will be the one still standing until the end.
Not to say I cant survive,
Based on what I really know about you,
U are more capable to survive than me.

Have you heard of,
当局者迷旁者清？
I always able to advise other people when they are in trouble.
But when things come to myself,
I get emo and lose my rational and forget bout my principal.
That is where I start seeking someone to listen to me and able to understand wat I am saying.

Human were designed to be a communication creature.
That's why God designed us to have family, and friends.
Like what our lect told us a story,
A guy who live in isolated island,
there is no people there,
But he desperate until he go take a coconut and draw a face on it and talked to it.
Its not like he is crazy.
But at least he has someone to share with.

Jz wana tell you that,
U need to talk to someone who u feel like wanted to to talk to..
U dun actually have the responsibility to tell ALL you friends about it.
Cz each time you tell, u will add more hard feeling to urself.
Hmmm I dun think I nid to be long gas about this. ^^"

Lastly,
I would wana say that,
There is no Undo Button in our life.
Instead of talking bout computers language,
why don't we talk bout something that we both familiar with. Arts.

I learned a special technique about arts.

When you accidentally drew an unwanted line in your pict,
Doesn't mean it will destroy your picture even though It can be erase.
U just nid to makesure the mistakes u made can become a strength of the pict.

So what you can try to do now is, not keep thinking of mistake that you have done.
Instead,
Think of what you can do to improve yourself and bring happiness to cover back all your mistakes!

And wanted to let u knw that,
with u here with us,
U have brought a lot of happiness in our life!
If not,
there are no such 38 gang are formed.^^

Gambateh Gambateh GambateH!
You can do it!
Bcz you are who you are!
Nothing can stop you to moving on your life with happiness! >_@

**Ps: No time to check grammar, hope you wont kick my ass after reading. ^^"

Things that you wanted to do.. But you cant do it...

2010-03-16T00:54:00.002+08:00

Human... Unlimited wants...
There are many things that we wished to do..
There are many things that we wished to say...

But.. Bcz there are many reasons...
It blocked us frm wat we wanted to do...

There is something I wish to say n do...
But I jz cant do it....

The feels is like...
Stabbing the knife into ur heart,
take it out again,
Stab again,
take out again,
and stab again...
The process keep continuing inside of u...

Unless u let it all out!

I hope I will find the bravery to do wat i wanted to do....

bravery...

Bad beginning of the day....

2010-03-01T13:23:00.003+08:00

Yesterday nite, I was drawing a picture..
1st 2 people finished drawn without problems.
Until 12am started, when I drew the 3rd person, I cant find the reason why I cant draw out wat I wanted and keep draw wrong thing until the end I erased the 3rd person o.O

Then in the morning I woke up,
I wanted to do my assign and get more info for later discussion.
Then my hsemate came to me ask for my help listen to her speech.
So Its ok for me.

After finished listen, then I found out I duno I pressed wat wrong thing until the end I have to restart my PC few times until it work properly again.
T.T

Then after awhile, my group member called me and said she couldn't come for discussion!
Miao, then have to cancelled the discussion for the day..

Then I smsed other members then I realized I din sms kaini, tht time I was rushing preparing to go out liao...
So I jz planned to tell her in the class about it.

When I go out that time (almost reach Uni)
Damn! I forgotten to bring my HP to Uni!

Suan le, I went to the classes liao.
Then the class started.
kaini came in with a very tired face with many things on her hand.
Including Laptops ( for later discussion) and a plastic bag which I think she take her clothes to change.

Then I memang shit gao gao liao.
Cz She the onli one bring so many stuff for later discussion and I m sure that she adi fully prepared for later discussion...
Then I told her tht CG discussion cancel, she dont really look happy at all...

I m damn sorry bout it.............T.T

Then in the tutorial, suddenly tutor asked me on quest ( I din prepared),
So I couldn't ans her quest and thx Ruby for the save ^^"

After the tut ends,
When I saw kaini face...
Me..
really duno wat to do to comfort her or advise her...
all I can say is..
Useless leader? LOL....

With a moody me, I went back wan da pao de shop also din opened, damn, I was thinking, Am I really tht bad luck today?
Banggang!
1st of March not 1st of April wor...
Wan celebrate April Fool so early for me meh.....LOL!!

Damn..Not a good day at all ^^"

Funny IB tutorial

2010-02-10T00:16:00.003+08:00

On Monday 8 Feb 2010,

In the morning,
we have tutorial of International Business..

Maybe is bcz I attended the Capt. Avira that influenced me become sot sot.
I did and say stupid things in the class! hahah!

ok, Ms said lets start up with tut today.
Q1, What is culture?
As usual, there will be student who presenting and define wat is culture.
then ms giv more elaboration with examples.

her examples are,
Chinese,
-Ang pao
-Red

Malay
-Ketupat
-Green Pao ( can be eaten?)

when comes to Indian, before ms ask bout it, Ruby suggested yellow pao!
Since Ruby din say it loudly, I help her say, YELLOW PAO!
haha.
Then when come to dress, Everyone was thinking apa color they wear, then ms said oh ya! white! then Rachel say if they wear black color then we cant c them d! hahaha

Then comes to 2nd Question (Normally answered)

Then Question 3, (combo with question 4 and question 5)
Q3, What are individualism and collectivism? How they differ?
Q4, What is power orientation?
Q5, What is uncertainty orientation?

Jump jump to Power orientation.
Suddenly ms ask us, if I giv u all a Quiz later, u all wan take or not?
Many ppl say huh????
But I asked, " got bonus mark for coursework marks?" XD
then in conclusion she said tht this is jz a test to test u which power u have and we hav power tolerance means we dun really scare to power threats XD

Then when comes to the next one, Uncertainty Orientation.
When ms asked us then which one we were, then I say in a way how Capt. Avira said, "It depends~~~" haha! Then Ruby laugh bcz she is the onli one who understand wat I saying since she attended the softskill with me. XD

When comes to Goal orientation same thing again, ms asked us, then Ruby the one told me... "It depends~~~" -.-...haha!

Then come to the last one,
Time Orientation.

Ms asked us, do we do short term or long term?
Then I answered, short and long. (Then everyone started laughing and duno got ppl laugh is bcz kepala think senget or not..hahah)
Then ms asked me, what is my long term goal?

Then I said, to be a...MAN...
Then whole class included ms laugh like hell.. hahah
Then everyone keep shout and say JI MUI!!! He is JI MUI!!! T.T
I m regreted to be make this joke d!!
I was meaning tht now I dun hav qualifications to be a man since i duno much to be a man, a great man. Duno why my classmate so excited...T.T

Then when ms ask VIncent the same question,
Vincent said my long term objective is to achieve all short term objective! I was like wat the!! but, damn funny!!! hahaha! we whole class laugh again!
hahaha.

Then when ms asked his short term objective leh?
Before he said something, we all said is to achieve long term objective! hahaha! swt lo...haha!!
But he said his short term objective is to graduate XD

Damn... so long dun feel so fun in the class d XD Usually we all quiet and answer and stay quiet. But this time, cool! haha!

It was a great class since year 1 sem 1 d... ^^
Hope following classes also the same ^^"

Why human is emotional?

2010-02-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

Jz now suppose to be a very happy day for the week.
But duno wat the heck wrong with me makes me feel like a dummy for the whole nite..
I suppose eat a lot, talk a lot, craps a lot,
But in the end I din do all of that...
But still.. I really duno why suddenly I dun have the mood..

Izzi bcz I cursed myself when I talked to kaini tht she said that I will be silent and she keep saying i will be noisiest one.

Turns out wat i said came truth... damn it!
Spoiled my nite...
Damn..

1st week of Year 3 Semester 3

2010-01-23T17:19:00.002+08:00

It was a superb busy and interesting week for me!
Fulled with stuffs and things nid to be completed..
A lot of assignments have been given and I m damn energetic to accomplish all of the in perfect form!

At the same time..
There are many things to worry about..
So many uncertainties in the future...
One step wrong will be putting me in critical situation..
So everything I need to consider well especially financial part..
Future future, whom I will be in next 10 years?
Wondering ^^"

Anyway,
I will keep walk on no matter wat is infront of me..
this is life!
Face anything and dun be afraid!

Another thing is about the student that I taught in my home tuition..
He is acting and behave more no manner and worse and more worse..
I really duno how to help him...
I adi said wat I can said..
Did what I can do..
But he still the same...
But I will asked his mum to bring him to c counselor (last resort)
It is all I can do..

I hope that in 10 years time..
If I able to meet him again..
I hope he is a very successful person instead of gangster who fought on the street...

Finally,
I hope that I able to find the path that I wana walk soon after i graduate!
I dun wan to be in a mist when I graduate!
I dun wan anyone who put hopes on me will looked down at me!
I will be successful!

Being loved and love someone again

2010-01-23T17:12:00.002+08:00

Almost one year I didn't think bout the word of "love".
Suddenly sitting there looking at my lecturer notes, My brain start thinking other things when I looking at the notes (which I always did XD)

1st thing came to my mind is.. love.
Suddenly wana have the feel of being loved and love someone..
Started wondering who is the one.. (which I always thinking about since a year ago)

Maybe My yuan fen hvnt come..
Or it is there but I don't dare to go for it and scared being hurt again?
Maybe..

However.. I will still wait for it...
I loved the feeling of being loved and love someone..
And I will never forget it..

Wish all lover in the world will be together for the rest of their life ^^

New but Last..

2010-01-16T23:22:00.003+08:00

New semester going to starts soon..
Time flies as fast as we clicking our eyes..

CLick one time, now I already year 3 sem 3 of my degree course..
And i already past my life for 21 years..
Many things happened throughout these years..
I learned a lot some I need to learn through tough experiences as I never taught to be knw about it..

Hmm..
I am sure going to miss all my friends in degree..
My Classmates, My Music Club committees, and other friends that I met during my Uni life..

Working life is coming,
more and tougher challenge is coming ahead of us..
And I had to be ready for watever coming and always stay tough and dun forget my life principal!

Suddenly feel like dun wana leave my Uni life....
There are too many great memories inside of it!
I really hope time can fly back again (wondering is there a piano that can bring me back to past like the "不能说的秘密"[really loves this movie] ^^")

Well, the facts is always the facts.
So face it tht I am old d and nid to keep move on!
All the best to everyone in the future!
Dun give up easily when facing challenges,
cz it is a test for everyone to get to wat u want! ^^

Desires vs Rights

2009-12-07T03:49:00.003+08:00

Contradict with what is right and what is desires..
Sometimes, desires wins what is right to be done.
Sometimes rational mind win what is desired.

But how to control desires?

1st, Discipline
That is a thing that we should learn to win over what we desires.

2nd, Self Control
Self control is superb important to control our behavior and mind from going to our desires and against what is right.

3rd, Responsible
Everyone has a responsible in their hand, as student, as a son, as a bro/sis, as mum/dad, as a worker and etc. We were born with responsibilities. We have to learn to be responsible with everything we had on hand.

Desires,
Wont beat us if we use these 3 techniques well.

Gambateh! ^^

Thx to Diamond's Frens ^^

2009-12-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

Thx, to share with me ur things and listen to my things as well. ^^
I had a good dinner tonite! (even though it is quite $$$ but worth it!)
hehe.

hope our relationship will be never ends like energizer~! XD

take care and stay happy always ya! ^^

痛苦的关心

2009-12-03T15:39:00.000+08:00

其实可能那个人并没有要变成会以前一样的好朋友。
可能他只是想和你从头开始过，做回朋友。

关心人是一个自然的动作，
如果你突然间叫一个人不要关心他自己的朋友，
就等于叫他不要自己的手。

这是可能你不想接受他的关心。
但就偏偏是你觉得自己孤单的时候，
你觉得没有人关心你，没有人管你的想法。
你会不会回想着，是你已经拒绝你所有真真关心你的朋友呢？

孤单，
并不是一个不好的生活，
但一旦你觉得很寂寞的时候，
你就会想一想，
到底现在在你身边的人，
是真的，还是假的。

我也未免多说了，
我不想因为我的话，我的comments，我对朋友的关心，
变成另一个人的伤害与痛苦。

我不会再干扰你的生活了。
既然我不会再你生活里变成一个故事的话，
不如我就现在在你人生的故事里撕掉我的那一面。。
永远都不会再你的故事里出现。。
只少你的人生不会有痛苦的那一面吧。。。

希望你能有一天逃离你寂寞的世界，
来到这个快乐的世界！
祝你好运哦！

^_^v

Changed?

2009-11-08T08:34:00.002+08:00

Most of the people said I have change in term of my personality.
What the changes?
Become more,
Quiet,
not friendly,
din always laugh,
always be alone.

Maybe they dont really understand me ba.
Or maybe is me myself don't want to tell them wat is going on.
Or maybe I don't think I need to explain too much ba.
Or maybe I don't feel that I don't belong to the group?

I not really sure.
But one thing for sure is,
I knw clearly who is the real friend of mine,
who can share with me,
who can keep secret for me,
who can really use they truth heart with me,
who will care bout me when I m sick, not happy and other bad conditions.

So sometimes I don't really need to explain to everyone wat is going on.
I been tired doing that and those ppl who ask wont trust wat i said.
So I also wont bother much and continue believe that,
there are someone else who do really understand me :)

Tuition Stress?

2009-11-08T08:24:00.002+08:00

When I am small,
I don't really like children,
As they are very ma fan to take care of.

But when I about form 4 like that,
Someone made me feel that,
Kids wasn't that bad after all,
There are human,
they also have their bad side and good side,
is depends on how their parents guide them through their life.

But lately i wan vomit blood bcz of the kid that I taught in tuition. +.+
1st, His result not really good, (he feel it and know it)
2nd, You thought him how to do corrections
3rd, He is not concentrated when u taught him.
4th, After i taught him a questions and u used about 15mins to explain, then when u ask him back, he was like. huh? I was like....died.......hahaha
5th, He is a person that always not concentrate, even when u explaining something to him, he suddenly stop u and ask you "Do you play this before?" I was like.... SPEECHLESS LO~~~~~~~~~~

Nyam Gong lo~~
I never teach kids that make me vomit blood so geng.
All his mind is play.
I Really cant explain him how important study is, cz he will never understand except if he got practical experience.
How to get him feel that if he dun study, he dun have future??
Words of mouth wasnt useful for children nowadays,
Somemore he came from a rich family...
really desperate to find ways to tell him that...
Really want to make him get rid of his "24 hours playing mind"...

teacher,
not a easy job ^^"

I wana be a Hero..

2009-09-23T08:35:00.003+08:00

Suddenly,
I think about something.

I wana be a Hero.

A Hero who saves the day.
Or save the one I loved.^^"

But one of my fren told me that,
Sometimes, I m a Hero of myself.
Cz I m there for her when she need ppl to listen to her.
Wow, touched! ^^

Since I m small,
I like to act like a Hero and beat all the bad guys.
But sometimes, a little thing u do for others,
they felt very grateful for u.

Hero,

Even though sounds impossible for other ppl or ppl might think I m crazy,
But,
I hope I will be everyone Hero ^^

Thunderstrom + Lightning

2009-09-21T22:57:00.005+08:00

Thunderstrom

Lightning

All these are natural disasters.
But,
I felt tht it is mysterious, beautiful, when I look at it..
Somehow, I felt myself like connected to it...
I feel peace and my mind is clear when I look at it.
But of course not when it strike me^^"
But if it strikes me and I will become superhero,
then go ahead XD

I jz post this for the sake of sharing my likes.
Even though i got one fren scare of thunderstrom like hell XD
Anyway,
It looks beautiful when it is there..
But it looks ugly when ppl get killed or hurt bcz of it..

Natural Disaster...^^

Singing Competition

2009-09-21T16:15:00.003+08:00

Since I m secondary school,I was trained by my sister to be F4. -.-
Guess whose part I sang?
ZAI ZAI!!
hahah,
cz tht time I can sounds like a guy,
so she ask me be zai zai...since zai zai sang very low tune..-.-

Then after that,
I realize that my mum was a singer too!
She sang and perform to earn money with her band.
COOL!!
hahaha.
Few of her frens is in TV show!
Jz that my dad never let my mum go out work^^"

Ok back to the topic,
Somehow,
bcz of tht,
I m obsessed with singing!!
Everyday also sing sing sing sing!
No Wonder my name is chew SING loong.....-.-
*Chew the Singing Moon Dragon(胧)*
cool leh? XD hahah!

So I heard that,
Music Club is going to organize a singing competition.
I was getting so excited and started to train myself everyday!
U knw how suffer when u are the organizer and all u can do is watch ppl have the fun and join the competition?
Well, i felt it.
But now,
ITS MY TURN,
to have the fun! XD

I dun puts much hopes in winning as i always get kick out in the audition one...-.-
except for Musical Nite 2007, they choose me bcz I duet with a gurl tht our voice can melt with each other ^^

Even i dun expects to win,
But i will do my very best!
Since last time,
I dreamed that i had a chance to perform on a stage and everyone is happy and clap for me after i finished sang!!

and i not going to lose my last chance in UTAR XD
Here goes for nothing!
Sing with my heart!

*superb excited* XD XD

Scold Myself

2009-09-16T18:34:00.003+08:00

I cant concentrate,
I cant understand,
I dont knw how to do,
I scared will fail,
I dont want to fail again,
I still lazy,
I studied very slow,
I cant understand why it use this way,

WHAT THE HECK????

These 3 words is all I can say to myself..
After gone through so many things to get to here.
Now all these questions comes to my mind??
All these are rubbish and damn!

What the hell wrong with me now?
Is final exam and its not TUTORIAL QUESTIONS!!!
DAMN!!

KENT WAKE UP!!!
ITS NOT THE TIME TO MUTTERING AROUND and BE LAZY AND BE STUPID!!
U WANT WASTE ALL PPL'S HOPE ON U??
DO U???
STOP DREAMING AND START UR STUPID EXERCISE AND MAKE URSELF BE THE BEST!!

After scolding myself..
I felt better...
Crap!
No more time for losing!!
Kent never give up and wont lose!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Gambateh!!!

You say you are in love, but do you happy?

2009-08-20T14:35:00.002+08:00

Yea,
When you love someone,
U will care about the person,
Love that person,
Will protect that person,
will even accept watever he / she is.

But,
the question is,
Do you happy in this relationship?

If you love someone,
you will care about someone till you wanted him / her to change to be a better person.
But,
wouldn't that u think tht u have violate tht person's freedom and own's personality?
If u really take away their ownselve,
do you think there will truth happy being with u?

No!
they just try to be happy because of ourselve and it is not truth one from their heart.

So if you really love someone,
use ur brain and stuck in side their shoes and think from their side.
Not jz stupidly do watever "u" think is good for tht person and not that person like.

Even tht person accepts opinion, but he/she wont happy in the end.

UNDERSTANDING is the most important think in an relationship!

If I'm in love again

2009-08-08T13:34:00.002+08:00

Lately,
I saw many couples holding hands with each others.
Young and old couples are the same.
Feel so jealous and at the same time feel so happy for them.
Cz they found their ms and mr right.

Love,
Such a strong power.

I always attracted by it,
Affected by it,
Fall for it.

Always,
Wonder,
Who is my ms right?
Will I have a chance to show my love to the one I loved?
Will I have someone who really loves me?

Yea,
I believe there are.
Maybe the god,
Want to test me.

Test how patience I am.
How passion I am.
How I grow.

But when,
I will be able to satisfy the God?

Hunger of Love.
Slowly build inside of me.

Slowly back to me.
And I keep rejecting it.
Rejecting it to come in again.
Maybe I am afraid to love someone again?
Or I afraid to fall in love wit the wrong person?

Love,
There are no rights or wrong.

The only things is,
You love him/her or not.

Trust

2009-08-08T01:32:00.001+08:00

Sometimes,
We have to learn to trust someone.
Someone who is worth trusting.
Someone who can share and who will discuss anything that her or she found wrong.
Someone who wont bother what people said but believe in what our hearts says.
Someone who is loving be to around u.

Trust.
Who trusted me and who don't?

I don't know who don't trust me.
But I know,
Both my parents, and all my good frens who knows me well.
They trusted me.
Believing in me.

That's the power make me keep go on everyday.
Go on and live for them and myself.

Trust,
Something that is very mysterious but yet, powerful.

Want vs Capabilities vs Suitability

2009-08-04T01:59:00.002+08:00

Wat I want doesnt mean I capable to get it.
Wat I capable to get wat I want doesnt mean it suits me.
When it suits me, doesnt mean that is what I want.

God created this theory to make human imperfect.

Something special

2009-08-02T11:37:00.002+08:00

A pair of eyes,
Makes me feel like I m someone.

A smiles,
Makes my heart melts.

Any action,
Makes me feel happy no matter wat.

What is that?
what is that?

I duno but It will be something special.
Something special.

A short lyrics by Kent
Chords will implement soon :P

Star = Goal

2009-07-29T23:15:00.001+08:00

I found the star!!!

The sparkling little star!!

Now step by step,

I will chase after u!

U wont get away d!!

U are mine!! *Evil Laugh*

Hahaha

That is the Star?

2009-07-15T02:35:00.002+08:00

Stars was all over in a wide, dark and mysterious sky

I always looking in the sky and watching them

At the same time,

Searching which Star is mine.

Throughout the years,

I saw many Stars,

and found out each star has many types of color, shape and brightness.

But,

today,

I saw one special star.

It keep blinking.

It is a signal or it is trying to talk to me?

Hmmm,

Nvm.

I will wait patiently.

Someday,

I will be understand.

Stars watcher,
Kent

end.....

My.....SUPERB 21st BIRTHDAY!!! WALAOEH!!!! hahahaha!!!!

2009-07-07T01:10:00.004+08:00

Ok,
here goes another long long story. Haha!

Today,
During Nite time,
Our class rep sms me whether wana join carmen Birthday or not.
I told him that I cant go because our hse got hse meeting.
But He still insist and giv solutions to all my problems.
So I started feel weird weird le.
So nvm,
I asked my hsemates,
They say can delay to tmr.

So ok la,
I tell Caleb that I can go le.
Then in the end,
They still wan discuss,
So they called out for an emergency meeting about 9.55pm.
So I sms Caleb I going to be late and about 10.30pm like tht onli I can join.

During our meeting,
Then Cling called me and asked me whether wan go out yam cha to talk about her lvoe stuff.
I said I go hse meeting now and 10.30pm need to go for fren's party.
Then I said whether tmr afternoon can or not?
Then she said called me back later.

Then i joined back our meeting.
After awhile,
When I started wan go out le which is about 10.25pm,
Cling called me again,
She speak with crying voice,
said "Kent, can u come out accompany me awhile? Its about my ex... I wait you at *** Door now..."
Then I cant heard clearly so I said "wat **** Door?"
After tht she said "ok c ya..."

Walaoeh,
shock me lo.
1st time she cry and said wan talk about her ex.
So I rush down le.
Then my heart thinking, "Sei lo, my classmate is outside scotpine now!"
Then I dun care juz go ahead la.
To confirm whether she is outside her hse door or condor Guard hse there so I called zhenniu to confirm.
Then she said she went down le.

So I guess is guard hse le.
Then I saw my classmates at guard hse,
They also say hey kent where u go??
Then I said, "wait awhile, I will be back soon"
So my face looking at my classmate but my leg stil moving forward until i trash one steel tiang and my leg got cut.

Then I saw her in front the guard hse with nice dress.
Probably Jz meet her ex ba.
Then she holding a plastic bag with kinda a smile on her face.
I was like "huh?"
She not suppose to be sad de meh?
Then 1st thing come to my mind, she must be giving bday present which held on her hand.

Then she took out the present,
It is a bday hat and paper glasses.
She ask me to wear it cz tam her happy cz she is not happy.
then I was like "wat??? Here??? in front of so many ppl passing by???"
Then she started like wana cry le,
Then I say ok ok ok ok ok ...
no choice,
who ask her is my close fren meh.
hahaha.
Damn paisheh and Siao Siao lO!
like a So lou!!!
Haha.
Then after tht I asked her,
"Happy adi??"

Then she take out a piece of paper,
she said read it and do it.
Then I was like, "OMG!!! I kena trap!!!!"

Guess wat the paper wrote?
"Buy Condom at 7-11"
"and"
"Say LOUDLY,"
"Today is my birthday, I want to do sth with my gf, where is d condom?"

I waS Like OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! wat THE HECK!!!!!
So damn PAISHEH LEH!!!!!!~!!!!

Then she said She planned to giv me this long time ago ask me fai fai go go see.
Then Kok seong came out from cypress.
he meet us and I pulled him together.
DAMN PAISHEH LEH!!~~~~~~~~~~
hahaha

Then after tht,
I had to wear the hat and glasses n walk in 7-11.... EVEYRONE LOOKED AT ME....T.T
Then I really say loudly,
wat she wrote in the paper,
I think everyone in the 7-11 look at me...T.T
hahaha
CLING!!!!!

Then I really bought the condom,
Shit!!
hAHAH!

I thought game over le,
Then I saw Mary and Zhenniu,
Cling and kok seong walked away,
then I say wat to do now??
They passed me a paper,
wrote,
"Station 2"
"Ask every Indian there"
"Today is my bday"
"U ada nampak kek saya kah?"

-______-IIIII

OMG,
Then I had no choice, and continue.
But my heart was thinking,
sei lo!
My classmates are waiting for me leh..
Then I hope fai fai gao dim!!

So I went to the station 2 and really do wat the paper said.
All Indian say tak ada.
Then tht kok seong asked me to peluk anyone of the idian, -.-II
and Cling support very happily!!
T.T

Then I asked and no one wan to peluk me!!!! T.T
In the end got one Indian guy he rejected at 1st then after I asked twice then onli he wan peluk...Tht kok seong take video take till so shuang!!!

Then I say now wat else?
They ask me go find music club ppl.
Then I saw Wei Hun, Ah Teo, Wei Haur, Joseph all there.
Then I thought they wan celebrate there.
But,
Where is the gurl leh?
I was like OMG!

They say I nid to pay the bill 1st b4 I can get the next card.
Then luckily is onli RM4.50 where my pocket Jz left about RM8.

After I get the next paper,
Go to D4-6-3
Take Your Cake

Then I fai fai run to D4,
Cz my classmates waited about half hour adi.
Then saw Cling and Kok Seong walk slow slow there,
Then walk with them.

When we arrived the lift, she said they go out 1st and prepare next round...-.-
Ok lu, I take the next lift.

After I arrived Siwen hse,
I asked,
"where is my bday cake~~~~"
waaa, all very good acting!
lao ren said,
kent y u here? why u wearing like tht de?
siwen also said,
wat bday cake?
Then they let me in and I found kok seong and cling in the kitchen.
38 la!

Then hui wen take one paper cake to me and say this is my bday cake.
I thought is really real de.
But they say not.

Then they say, next mission is,
Kok seong hse got one gurl Birthday,
and ask me go find her and Sing a Birthday Song and a Love song to her..-.-II
AAAAAAAaaaaaa~~~~

No Choice,
But add on is,
he asked me to give he flowers!
T.T

Then when I arrived kok seong hse,
I saw one lady walk in front of me, I asked her, today is ur bday?
She say yes.
Then she say no..=.=
Then kok seong asked me to look around and ask everyone! swt swt swt!!!
Then in the end,
I kena played,
it is the 1st gurl I meet jz now and is her birthday!
@.@

Sei lo, they ask me to knee down and start singing with my hearts~~~
TAN SZEE LING!!! YUN KOK SEONG!!!!
u both indeed is my gOOD GOOD PROgramMER!!!!
hahaha

Guess what? They ask me to promote the condom that I jz bought and ask her whether wana wat wat with me or not!!! OMG!!!!
SHIT..............T.T
They During the 1st time I promote,
They say,
no no no,
No enuff fell,
once more once more!!!
OMG,
Then I used my FEELS and promote and say,
"Ms. this condom brand is nice, do you wan to try with me?"
OMG!!!!!
AAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
I wan pengsan le~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hahahaha!!!
then after the so call "advertising", we all sing a big big birthday song to her and we go out from kok seong hse le. ERrrrrrr!!!

Sei. then I still keep worrying my classmates going to kill me.

After tht we all go back Siwen hse.
And they say go mission for me. OMG, no again~~~
they asked me to pumping for 30times with lao ren sit on my back.
I was like OMG,
walaueh,
3 years adi I din pumping leh~~~

Then After tht No choice,
After pumping 25times,
Lao ren sit one time I adi tak boleh up again.
hahaha!!

Then Zhadao they asked one by one come sit..then take picture...walao eh...
I looks like a animal locked in the cage and everyone wan take pict with me...T.T
Animal taking picture meh~~~
Hahahaha!!!

Then when Mary comes,
She Jz a bit touched my back,
Mary u the best!
hahaha!

Lao rEn~~~ U really Sit on me~~~~` T.T
hahaha!!

Then after that Then asked me to continue find my cake and asked me whether it is in the fridge or not.
Then valentine is behind me suddenly he want use cloth like tied me up.
Then I say fight back and ask, "waa! wat u doing!!"
HAhaha!

then they say wan blindfold me. Then I say okokokok,
I give u blindfold.
They even wan use garbage plastic bag to blindfold me.
T.T
U all should trust me!! XP

Then they started to lead me to one place to one place. 1st in the hse,
the keep stop in a postion and tht position I feel many people in front of me.
So wat else they do?
Photo taking lO~~~
hahaha!

Then during the process of blind fold, I met many obstacles which is is HUMAN MADE and keep hit things like, knock to the door~ hit the wall~~~ T.T
Hahah!
then I was brought to swimming pool and walk walk.
And DUno who splashed water to me!! and I almost drop from the ladder!!! AAAaaaaa T.T
AAAAAAA....

Then I was brought up again.
I thought I was back to Siwen Hse.
Then suddenly in front the door. They say, smell this, smell wat cake is this,
then say if guess wrong they will push the cake to my face.
Then I try hardly to smell and I cant smell any food smells.
But,
IS SHOES SMELL!!!!
WAT THE!!!!!
SIAPA TU!!!!!!

Then I touch the gate, Door, and things,
They asked me to guess where am I.
I said home lo?
I said Cz I heard my fan's sound :P
hahaha
Then after tht I kena beat by many people until down to the floor!!!
walao!!
who HIT ME!!!!

Then I caught one hand. Is a gurl hand!
Since is gurl, so I let go.Then suddenly they sing, Happy BIrthday to you~~~
Happy Birthday to you~~~
Happy Birthday to you~~~
Happy Birthday to you~~~!!!
They took off the cloth and I saw everyone in music clubs and my hsemates!!!
Really is my hse!!!!
Hahahahahahah!!!!
DAMN!!!
I never experience this b4 man!!! CoOL!!!!
Thanks everyone!!!!!
But also thanks to Cling la~~~~
The head of everything!!!!!
I feel like wana CHEW u alive but I am very happy!
hahaha!!

then after that we keep take pict with each other then I rush to my frens there lu,
Sei,
my class rep said they angry le.
And Joseph said fetch me there.

Then I fai fai go le.
Guess who is the hand i caught?
Is TAN SZEE LING!!!
HAhaha!
I should not let go and drag her and hit her !!!!!
-.-III
hahahaha!!!

Then when I arrived,
I say sorry to them all le lu~~~
hehehehe!
Then I ordered water and chat chat there.
Then after tht,
all lights and fan off, I saw a bday cake behind!!
I asked caleb is that carmen cake? (The person they say wan help her celebrate)
Then he say yes.

Then we sang bday songs and twice,
once carmen and one for me!!!
hahaha!!

Zhadao!!!!!
So many surprises in a daY!!!
Then we all 38 38 chat chat and take picture together lu~~
After gao dim everything then back home le lu~~~
heheheh
Thx a lot Guys!!!

And also thx to Cling again for treat me makan at Dami on Sunday Nite :P

Hmmm,
Let me list down,

3th of July,
One cake by Hsemates and Valentine.

4th of July,
One small cake by Cassandra.

4th of July,
2 pieces of Secret Recipe cake by Siwen, ChuiNee, MAry, Huiwen.

6th of July,
One Cake by Music cLub + Hsemates.

6th of July
One Cake by Classmates.

7th of July
2 egg tarts frm kaini BF, ah leong

Wow,
1st time in my life!!!!
6 CAKES!!!!!!!
HAhaha!!!

Really, really thanks for everyone,
everyone who wished me,
everyone who CELEBRATE WIth me!!! ^^

Love you all!!!

Happy Birthday Kent^^

My~~~~ 21st Bday!

2009-07-05T01:00:00.004+08:00

My little 21st Bday~

During July of 3rd,

During afternoon,
about 4.30pm.
I wanted to go to swim le,
Then my hsemate talked with me even I said I wana go swim le.
Since I not being late,
So my heart keep say, "sei lo~ sei lo~"
But, I cannot cut the conversation between me and my hsemate.
So wat I can do is fai fai talk finish.

About 4.36pm,
I finished talk and taking my hse keys and open the door lock,
the my hsemates came out with a bday cake and sing "Happy Birthday Song to me!"
hahaha!

Wow,
thts a surprise :P
Then we sing Bday songs and take Picts together with my sexy swimming pants -.-III
hahaha.
The birthday cake wrote "Happy Birthday Can 38"
hahaha!
Thx to ms Kwen :P
Thx to my hsemates Alex, Frankie, Xwei, Kwen, Peini, and Valentine who came along^^
THx for the surprise!! Hehehe ;D

Then after that I arrive swimming pool.
I found out that,
"Eh? I thought I am late, but where's Mary and Cass huh??"
Haha, nvm, Cass said she going to be late, but Mary~~~~ FFk!
Then after I swam about half an hour, Cass came le.
Then we swam until 6pm++

After that, her fren went to the mines shopping then she had no choice need to bath at my hse le.

After I bath,
Guess wat?
Go someone(hsemate) do fashion show!!!
DAMN FUNNY!!!!!
hahahahah!!!

make everyone in the hse laugh like hell!!!
hahaha!!
too bad cant record it.
I dun wan mention who la, late I will get kicked out from the hse!
:P

After that,
about 7.30pm we all dinner together,
on the way to dinner, Cass meet her 2 frens and then they joined us.
An experience guy + one young guy.
Then we eat dinner together and talk talk talk guess wat?
we chat until 10pm++!!!
geng!
But I m quiet all the time wor,
Guess la,
Got valentine, frankie, Cass, Experience guy (Nicholas) and Young Guy (Chili)
who will be the nosiest?
hahaha.

Then after that,
we say bye bye to Nicholas and Chili.

Then after tht Valentine and Frankie go inside room pillow talk.
Then Cass copying all the singing competition from my PC.
Guess wat?
She sing very well wor.
hahaha!

After about 11.58pm,
My hp start ringing.
msg msg!!
guess who the 1st person? Chee Boon! :P
haha
11.58pm. :P
2nd place is Kaiwen 12am Ngam Ngam Chun CHun!!
3rd place is won by Xwei 12.01am!
4th place is won by Siwen and Ah Nee :P
and then next is Cass who is sitting beside me.
hahah!

Then after tht,
I walked her back to flora where she stayed with her frens.
In the half way, she meet her frens then they go yam cha.
Since I tired adi so I choose to go back be pig :P
Funny little Cass walked me back to Scot Pine.
She said tht mean time she wana be more manly.
hahaha!

Then after that I go back and calling whoever sms me.
Then I called back Mary who missed call me.
She said sorry for FFK me!
hahah,
Then she said wan treat me (which i just joke :P)
Haha.
after that,
DREAMZ~~~~

Nxt morning,
I received few more msgs!
Guess wat?
Jobstreet say happy bday to me?
hahah.

Hmm kinda proud bcz an international company wished me :P

Then in a blur blur mode,
I go play Dota and give myself a little present to relax.
AFter I played, Still bored.
Then go for guitar practice.
Miao...
I feel like wana go out~~~~
I dun wan lock in the hse during my bday~

Then planned to go jogging.
Last nite Cass left her pendrive in my hse so she came and pick.
She said she going to walk back to green arce.
Then I was "wat?"
hahah.
CZ Sg Long still considered a dangerous place to stay.
So I sun bian walked her back and jog back to sg long and turn few rounds in sg long car park.
Then when I arrived downstair,
Cass showed me a little bdy cake!
haha thx ;P

Then we start our journey to the east~~ (greem arce)
After we reach green arce,
then I was invited to visit her "Clean" hse (joke joke :P)
Then I go in 38 lu.

I found out the environment in Green arce not bad.
Jz that it is dangerous compare with those condo in sg long town.

Then after 38 38 38 at green arce which I din visit about 1 and a half years ago,
then I started Jog back le lu.
After arrived scot pine,
My leg feels tired bcz long time no jog le.

After that, me and Frankie go meet Mary Jie at swimming pool.
During hte journey,
Frankie Cheated Mary tht he is Yr1 sem1.
and Mary believe wor~
hahah,
Tht frankie very happy lo,
he feel so happy being called as yr1 sem1 bcz makes him feels very young -.-III
hahah!

Then after we arrived the destination
I saw 3 ppl sitting there with lights infront of them.
In a restaurant,mana ada orang main api?
hahah.
So I guess thts a nother surprise for me!
hehe.
Thanks to Mary, Siwen, Ah Nee, Huiwen for celebrating my bday with me!
And thanks to frankie for joining dinner together :P

and thanks to Mary shared a long long story with us which she say is a story as my bday present :P
hahah!
Then until 11pm,
We disband bcz the tauke seems like wan halau us bcz we stay there so long and keep making noise there :p

After arrive home,
I wana bath le,
But thanks to Scot Pine water pipe,
whole D3 NO WATER????

sad case.
then I shared one pail of water with frankie~~~
Luckily enuff for use to bath.
hehe.

temporary I write till here ba~~
My hand tired after wrote so long~~~
21 years old adi sure abit long gas de lu~
hehe.
Anyway,
lastly. I would like to thanks everyone who wished me and celebrate with me!!
Hehe,
This year I got the most cake!
3 cakes!!!
HEhe
Thx A lot everyone! Nitez! >_@

A story - Metamorphosis

2009-06-28T18:15:00.002+08:00

Last time,
one of my fren told me a story about metamorphosis.

During metamorphosis period,
Little worm went through hard times,
Powerful Sun, Heavy Rain, Huge Thunderstorm, Scary Bugs, Predators and etc etc.

Little worm struggle very hard,
Hope someday he will get through all the difficult situation soon.
Will the little worm make it?
It can,
If it has the will to go forward no matter how hard it is.
No matter how weak it be.
Keep going forward.
Until it reach the light.
The light of hope and future.

I wanted to be strong.
A strong worm.
Go through everything in front of me.
Even the situation hard like hell.
I will force and go out from this situation even I have to crawl out.
And remember these days forever.
Telling myself.
Thats how I got here.
And never do stupid mistakes again.

Unbeatable Kent,
-Superman-

一个重要的人

2009-05-05T03:42:00.002+08:00

在这一刻，
在我心里，
有一个很重要很重要的人。

这个人，
虽然我不知道为什么她对我那么的反感，
那么的不想见到我，
那么的不想听到我的声音。

在这期间，
我并没有快乐的过着每一天。
并没有。

虽然快乐很简单，
但是
那么简单的东西，
在这一刻，
我真的办不到。

现在的我，
并没有期望我们之间的感情跟好。
但是，
至少我希望她这样做，
她会开心。

如果夺取掉我的笑容，
能戴在她的脸上面，
让她快乐每一天，
我真的愿意。

如果她恨我能够让她快乐的话，
就算我的心几伤，
我都愿意。

最重要的是，

你快乐吗？

我希望你是真的快乐。
虽然，
可能，
我陪不到你走你人生剩下的路。
但是，
我希望代替我的位是，
快乐。^^

人生，
没有了快乐，
就是没意义的人生了。

Wang Lee Hom - <> Concert 2009

2009-05-03T01:30:00.002+08:00

Wao,
Today super experience for me.

I joined a group of experience people and become the concert Helper, more specifically, Ticket Checkers.

About 2pm, which is the time we suppose makan,
we eat lunch together at Fan Wah,
until 3 something onli we start move out.

about 4pm like tht we reach the stadium le.
Then we get our tag and t-shirt and change it.

During tht time,
they are practicing (without lee hom)

Then me and wen qiang keep sing and act like the concert were meant for us^^
Haha,

Then at 5pm++
we makan our lunch.
After makan we start our duty 6pm++
and that time, Boston got promote sell a package of sandwich and etc for RM10 to get a chance to meet lee hom in the appreciation dinner.
Then I go buy one pack and try my luck^^

Then we wait until 7pm++ onli let the audience in.

walao eh,
the i keep tear of the ticket continously for one hour until 8.30pm++
onli the audience stop coming in le..

Then after our lane closed,
we go watched lee hom concert!!
Hehe.

Before that,
I took a look at my msg,
Walao!
I kena the lucky draw!!
But SHIT!
He asked me to go counter and tht time is 7.30pm++
and now is already 8.30pm+++
Then i rush to the counter and they say those people gone le~~
SHIT!!!
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................LEe hOm~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
T.T

Nvm!
I took many pictures!!
^^
Then after awhile,
got one organizer gather all the ticker checkers and we all go beside the stage,
walao,
I m getting close to lee hom le...KEke

Then after tht,
He order us to stand in the middle of the audience and form a line.
He said we had to hold our hands and dont let audience get their hands on lee hom.
Means??

LEE HOM GOING TO PASS IN FRONT OF ME!!
haha!
Walao,
I never see lee hom this close!
Just in front of my eyes!
He with his super yeng de guitar!

He look so thin leh..
haha

Then after tht we went beside the stage again.
we suppose to go outside de,
But I saw they all standing there so i continue to watch there with them.
Then I saw so close,
Then I took out my camera and take picts again.

Then got one damn organizer took away!
Then wen qiang said he has no right to take my camera,
Onli hav the rights to delete all the picts I took.

Then this matters we argue argue until more ganas de ppl come talk with us.
Then in the end,
we settled and I get back my camera.

We keep argueing is not bcz he took our camera is wrong,
but his attitude so damn lcly,
and he asked us to do things which is not our job.
And he so damn confident say,
he has the damn right to order us to do.

After tht he asked some people who is more ganas and talk with us.
Then we talk awhile and walked away,
bcz no point standing and continue there as they helping their own ppl without talking wats right wats wrong.

Damn tht lcly ppl.
Dun let me be his boss.
He will live in DOoM. keke

Then after tht,
we go yamcha in sg long until 1am++ onli went back home..
Tired day but IT IS worTH as I can see Lee Hom in 35cm close with him! Hahaha!!
KEKEKE!!

人生的一条路

2009-05-02T05:18:00.002+08:00

人生，
是一条，
充满了无限的不知的未来。
充满了无限的困难和痛苦需要经过。

我就快要到我长大的二十一岁了。
在这几年以来，
我学习了很多很多东西。
但是学到很痛苦。
可能从小都被我爸妈保护到连洗鞋子都不会吧。^^

到了外面的时候，
当什么东西都要自己去学习，做，想，的时候，
就学得很痛苦。

所以，
千万不要宠坏你的孩子，
你不是在为他好，
而是还到他永远都不会长大。^^

人生的这一条路，
我们都不知道自己的生命有多长，
也不知道自己几时会离开这世界。

所以，
要珍惜你面前的一切。
不要到头来，
不在这世界的时候，
就在那边后悔。

虽然，
你珍惜后，
有些东西并不属于你。
但是，
至少你有珍惜过，
只是失去了而已。

人生，
会有很多很多的东西走进走出，
久的走了，
新的会来。

虽然有时候我们觉得久的可能比较好，
但是，
当我们看远一点，
可能机会就在眼前，
告诉着你，
你会更快乐。

人生，
是一条奇怪的路。
但是不要紧。

就算几辛苦，几难走都好，
我们要永远记住，
要好好和快乐的过每一天。
珍惜你有的每一天。
不要让自己痛苦。

如果你是痛苦和伤心的生活话，
那，
人生还有意义吗？

我，
会用经全力，
好好的过每一天！

今天的我，快乐吗?

2009-04-25T17:51:00.004+08:00

突然问了自己这个问题。
hmm,
不算很快乐，
也没什么伤心的。
还是一样的无聊而已^^

有时候觉得自己傻傻的。
有时候觉得自己蛮寂寞的。

天天都找东西来让自己快乐。
上网谈天，
上网玩游戏，
找朋友喝茶，做运动，煮菜饭，谈天，
准备考试，（进不到脑^^"）
唱歌，
画画，
看星星，
踏脚车，
等等。

做完了一切，
问问自己快了吗？
都说，
“蛮好吧。”

怎样才能快乐呢？

人人都说，
快乐其实可以很简单。
对。
没错。

就比如帮了朋友或其他人，
看到他们快乐就会很高兴了。

但是，
我最竟都帮不到什么忙。
可以说，
是没有忙可以帮吧.
算是好事吧。

或许他们都觉得我帮不上忙吧。。。T.T

无聊。
哈哈！

帮的到的就帮吧！
所以，
谁有心事的快来找我吧！
因为我非常的得空！
^^

好，
扯到太远了。
回来。
呵呵^^

人生就是要快乐。
所以，
我会找到我的快乐的^^

今天的我快乐吗？
还好^^

笑一笑：）

2009-04-14T18:41:00.001+08:00

笑能让自己快乐，
笑能让身边的人快乐。

笑是一种药，
有了它，
每个人都能开开心心得过生活！
所以，
笑多一点！
这样才能变 leng lui 或 leng cai 嘛！
哈哈！

；-）

Accomplishment?

2009-04-14T12:43:00.002+08:00

Now adi week 14.
Look at the backward of mine,
Did I accomplish anything?
hmm.. Nothing.
Failed in Everything~
Study, Societies, Friends, Love..
Nothing..

Why do I so failure?

1st, No appropriate planning
2nd, Do things with emotional but not with mind
3rd, Didn't put full efforts
4th, Easily give up
5th, No motivation
6th, Move like snail
7th, Easily lose self-control
8th, I always don't know what I m doing

All this stupid attitude must change.
It is hard...I gloomy for the whole semester.
Making my emotion very unstable.

Stupidity,
All this going to be gone!

As long the world still not yet end,
Everything still got chance!

Fire up!!!
Nothing is impossible!!!
Kent = Can!

可怜没人爱

2009-04-14T01:02:00.003+08:00

有一个小孩，
名字叫小龙。
他从小都没有父母。
他从小就是在街头住。

在他的脑海里，
只要他扮可爱，
他就能活下去。

在他十六岁时。
他一样扮可爱。

好奇怪的，
人们并没有睬他。

他就在一位小姐面前扮可爱，
她并没有睬他。
然后他追着她问，
“我不可爱吗？”

她就拿出RM10丢给他，
还说，
“可怜没人爱。”

小龙受到很大的羞耻。

就决定靠自己的努力，
把钱赚回来。
永远不靠人！

不知道写了后有什么意义。
但是就很想写东西。

Musical Nite 2009 "World of Dizney"

2009-04-11T02:09:00.003+08:00

First of all,

I would like to thanks to all the Organizing Committee who bared with me in this whole process of organizing this Musical Nite 09. With all ur hardworks, that's why we able to come to here today! ^^ And also special thanks to all the performers who participants and our event! You Guys ROCKz!! Sorry for didn't prepare backup plan for you all. But, you guys still RocKz in the Nite! XD And also thanks to all the helpers and SUPPORTERS who came that Nite!! Thanks a lot!!

Thank you..

did my speech jz end like that?
NO WAY~~~~~~~~~~

I will go to more details person by person......KEKEKEKE

First of all,
Our two Tough Vice CHairpersons!! Siwen and CB(Chee Boon)!
I would like to thanks for both Siwen and CB as they helped me a lot during the process of monitoring the whole event. By the way, Siwen, really can’t make a castle for me o? XD hehe! Somtimes I missed out something {(Lao Ren Jia) labeled by people], thanks for always help me and remind me those I missed up! ^^ And CB, next time izzit possible to get KFC for our refreshment? XD haha! No la, Chee Boon has tried very hard to get nicer food with limited budget for us. So u all must say nice even it is not :P

Next, our 2 little secretaries, Kaiwen and Zhenniu XD You both had helped me alot in terms of documenting and do all the administration stuff for me. Without you both, I think I will go crazy if I don't have people to deal with administration and documentary stuff with the DSA officers! Sorry ya, always need you both to meet Joeyee, duno he got that kind of feel wan bite you both or not bcz always go "fan" him. XD

Here goes our precious Treasurer turn! XD Good job for Huiwen and Edmond in controlling the cash flow and the t-shirt selling! With them, we din face any over budget problems at all! Great job! ^_^ Both of you are a responsible treasurer! And also Honest (I think so XD) which is it rarely to be found. :P

Next is our Super Program Team! Which consist of Cling, Mary, and Kokseong! Even thought these people always sot sot (haha!) But they are very capable and responsible except that Cling always kao cai, Mary always “Hahaha”, Kokseong always late~, but, they all very good and able to accomplish many things in this short periods. :P Jz wana apologized that time given to them wasn’t sufficient. Sorry! ^^ Anyway, good shows! >_@

Now is our Music Directors who is Yeeming and Litheng! Thanks a lot because both of you willingly to spend times to stay in sg long for practices which might caused problems to both of you^^ Anyway, next time please try to avoid sit a chair with 两只脚 style? Coz next time no one will come and pull down ur chairs adi de lo~ XD

And our Costume and Makeup Team! Joyce and Peini! The 1st time I saw the costume, I was like, “Waaaauuuuuuuuu!” Haha! I love the costume man! Haha! Nice job for both of you for taking good care of Costume and Makeup department! Next time I need any then I will find you all again la ya! :P Both of them is also hardworking student! Every time before meeting, they will use the time to study even sometimes in the middle of meeting. XD

Our deco department, haiz…. All I can say is….. GOOD WORKS! Haha! Our stage was well decorated by the George and Charlie! Wou! Good job! >_@ btw, can try to get back the castle from CS for me so I can put in my hse? XD I loved the Mufasa that “reserved” by siwen~~ haha. Anyway, thanks for both of ur hardwork that always din have enough sleep and keep rush for the decoration! We appreciate it!

Ok now, time for our 38 team. Opps, is PR Team! Hehe. Nvm la, is the same wat, also related to communication between humans. XD Don’t know whether both of your handphone got explode or not for contacting so many people which is all the performers and helpers. But I think you all will also happy lo~ Can know so many leng chai and leng lui~! Haha, Thanks for being our middle man of all helpers and performers! ^^

Now let’s turn to publicity team which is Joe and Michelle! Can I request next time put more promotion ma? So next time the tickets we sell is not 300+, but 3000+! :P Good shows always not enuff seats :P Thanks for both of ur helps and our promotion quite success! But to make it more success, Joe, next time we should use cling idea that is wear the costume go to class by class. Since you are guy, I think u should be gentleman and wear costume and let Michelle speak la ya :P

Next is our PA team! Which consist of Hanyit and Xiaowei! Hey, don’t think about the PA system la~~~ Coz not ur fault also~ Its our skul too cost effective le. Until not able to buy a new PA =_= haha! You all had tried you very best adi! So don’t think that is ur fault k? Hehehe, if u still feel guilty, all of us here willing to have another 庆功会 that treat by both of you geh….haha XD

It’s our logistic and stage managers which is the Valentine and Weihaur! Thanks for them for helping in setting up all the equipments and all the stage stuff. Valentine, if can, next time must really learn to chill chill o, later whole Malaysia blow up also no one knows :P Mr Weihaur, u are different compare with who you are in SC ^^ :p anyway, good works from both of u! ;-)

Then comes to our sponsorship managers which are Zuohan and Cheeyean! Wei wei wei….apa la ni…… satu sponsor pun tak ada a? Kesian la musical nite~~~ haha XD Next time, Zuohan might need to dress like gurl maybe the owner might get attracted ba :P Haha, hope that next time u will be more better o! Anyway, Thanks for the fund raising which adi over our what we budgeted! :P

Next will be our performers! Jansen, Gid Mun, Chyun Jiat, Aisyah, Nicholas, Khai Ling, Soo Yan, Wei Hun, Joseph, Mun Fei, and last but not least, Siew Li! XD Thanks for you all for joining us and participated in our event. I am really sorry for din actually prepare enuff backup plan for any circumstances that might happen. Really sorry ya! ^^ Anyway, great shows from u all!

Mun Fei is the starting and your beautiful voice make the audiences scream like WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~~~~~~ haha XD Nicholas, 1st time on stage but you have done good job too! Haha, I like ur sexy eyes! (I am not gay ok?) Soo Yan, your cheong sam very yeng! XD Like the Queen of Dynasty! Joseph, you dressed up also very yeng lo~ should change the song become beauty and the prince :P Gid Mun and Wei Hun, u both are the most special performers on the stage! Spontaneous and rock and roll! XD Chyun Jiat and Khai Ling out Love bird on stage! Haha. Jansen, thanks for you and Gid Mun to apologize during the lion sleeps tonight! You the man! ^^ Last but not least, Siew Li and Aisyah our enchoes for the Nite! Our music club Withney Houtson and Mariah Carey! XD Thanks to all of you! ^_^ Sorry if we didn’t being the best for you all. But I know that you all had bring the best for us! All the best in the future! ^^

Let’s get to the helpers! 1st and foremost, I would like to thanks to all our helpers especially Chinese Orchestra Chairman Jing Yi and Chee Yang. Our top seller helpers and usher! XD and thanks for all the other helpers who helped us in decoing, stage, logistic and many many more! Without you all, our committee will fainted as no one able to help us +_+ Hehe.

Finally, I would like to thanks to the audiences who came to support us! I would like to say sorry too if we not able to bring something which is ur expectation or beyond ur expectation. I hope that you all have found ur way to enjoy urself in the shows ya! ;-)

Lastly, thanks for everyone hard work. And here am I. I learnt a lot during the process of the event until the event ends. Being a leader to manage a big team and a big event like this is my very 1st time and wasn’t easy for me. But, I learnt. Learnt from all of you. Nothing is easy in this world for sure. But if we willing to learn, nothing will be impossible. Because Kent = Can rite? :P I hope during this event, you all also learn something new, something which can help you in your future life. So all I could say is, wish you all the best in the future! Believe you can sure can! Like siew li and aisyah’s When you Believe ^^

Happy Musical Nite 09! >_@

忙完了，但是睡不着。

2009-04-10T08:49:00.002+08:00

昨天，
被人家丢下水的我，
累了几个星期，
既然，
忙完后睡不着。。。

当我一睡在床上，
我想了好多好多的东西。
好多这个学期所做的一切。

察觉到一切都没有用心和经过大脑。
使到很都东西的结果都是充满了对自己不满意的感觉。
觉得自己可做的更好。
觉得事情可能不会发生到这样如果我当时懂得怎样想。
但是事情已发生了。
时间也不会回头。

我，
只希望，

我还是有机会，
能够把那些因为我的笨拙搞好。

空白的心~

大忙人

2009-04-05T10:01:00.002+08:00

最近，
都发觉到有很多人见到我就说，“哇，你好忙哦。”
下一句就是称呼我为， “大忙人。”

有时候觉得忙并不是一件坏事。
因为忙能让你没有时间想一大堆东西。

忙，
也是一种发泄的方法。
因为你能够把所有藏在身体里的力量都发泄在工作上。
虽然最后会觉得累，
但是暂时只有这样子了。

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！
加油！！！

Be strong while I can't

2009-04-03T09:26:00.002+08:00

Lately,
Most of the time,
Things that I felt is, tired, sleepy, not enough energy.

All the time,
I keep pushing myself beyond my limits.
I hope I won't blow out someday then you see a guy running around without clothes.

I learning to be self-control.
I forcing my smile every moment while I m tired.
Try to make myself to be happy.

I m learning.
Learning in a tough situation.
Hope someday, somehow,
I will be someone.
A better me.

I wanted to be strong...

strong..

一个无翅膀的小鸟

2009-04-01T00:49:00.004+08:00

在一个很清静的森林里，
住着一个爱唱歌的小鸟。
它从小就没有翅膀。
它从小就有爸妈照顾。
爸妈每天听到它的美妙的歌声都会感觉到很开心。

直到它1岁的时候，
爸妈就离开了。
省下它一只鸟。
每一天都过着不开心的日子。
每一天都唱着悲伤的歌。。

有一天，
它感人的歌声感动了上天，
上天就赐它一对翅膀！

明天的早上，
它开了眼睛，
吓了一跳！
看到自己多了两片什么东西在身上！
它张大它的眼睛，
看清楚，
真的是一对翅膀！！
哇！
高兴到飞来飞去！！

到着它美妙的歌声，
飞到森林的每个角度，
唱出它开心的歌！

三天后，
它还是很兴奋！
突然，
天色，
变得好黑，
天上打雷闪电，
天开始下雨了。

兴奋的它，
不理一切，
还是飞到东南西北大声的开心唱歌。

一下子，
天亮一亮，
傍一声，
它被雷劈到！

它就这样子，
掉到地上去。

第二天早上，
还没死的它，
慢慢张开眼睛，
发觉到它完全感觉不到它的翅膀！
原来是被雷劈到的！

打会原本的它，
没有了翅膀，
觉得生活很没有意义。
呼吸的每一时刻都感觉到痛。
觉得很后悔为什么失去后才知道珍惜呢？
但是已经太迟了。。
因为过去已经成为事实了。
活着翅膀的小鸟，
每一天都努力着把悲伤忘掉，
安慰自己，
它的翅膀一定会回来的！

但是，
傻傻的它，
既然等死到老后，
都是还是等着。
还没死之前的它说了几句话，
“虽然傻傻的我的等到现在但是我的翅膀还没回来。。但是。。。是值得的。。。。。。”
就这样死去了。。

一个字
“傻”

但是，
它觉得
“值得”

痛

2009-03-25T22:32:00.002+08:00

痛。

不会笑的我

2009-03-25T10:05:00.002+08:00

最近的我，

一幅不开心的脸，
笑容也少了。

失去爱的我，
就像失去了自己一样。

爱，
真的对我那么重要吗？

我，
很想被爱，
很想和我爱的人做很多幸福的东西，
想了很多很多的东西。
但是，
没有办法行程。

爱，
能一下子就让我感觉到幸福快乐，
爱，
也能一下子就让我感觉到像掉下了十八晨地狱。

暂时在我的生活里，
痛苦的爱留在我记忆中多过幸福的爱。

我，
现在的我，
学习放下爱，
不要把爱看得那么重要，
不要再为爱做无聊的傻事，
不要再一天到晚都想要爱爱爱。

说，
永远都比做容易很多。

爱上一个人并不容易，
放弃一个人就好像不可能一样。

我，
爱得好痛，
好笨，
好蠢，
好傻，
好悲哀，
好悲观。。。

我，
好累。。。

累。。。。。

我会改，
想改变一个不同的我。
一个懂得什么叫做，
爱得对。

发恶梦？？？？？

2009-03-23T05:22:00.002+08:00

哇，
我今天既然发恶梦！！
还是被那些“东西”搞！
shit!!

搞到我只睡了一个小时多。。。
我睡不下了。。。
突然感觉我的房间没有安全感！
很恐怖！！
因为我在梦里被那些“东西”搞都是在我房间里面！！
很真的感觉！！
搞到我不知道到底是真的还是假的。。。

我一睡着恶梦就开始了。。。
突然整个房间静掉，
Standing Fan 的声音和MP3的声音也不见了，
然后在门外听到有小孩子的哭声！ SHIT!!
我整个人震了一下！！
因为我的背向墙壁，
突然感觉到有手一至从墙壁想要啦我的灵魂的感觉！！
那总感觉就像自己会变成两半！！
外面一至听到有声音，
我忘了是什么，
但是我一至感觉到被啦！ SHIT!!!

然后在梦里的我跑到客厅去！
客厅不想我家的客厅，
但是我很自然的坐在一个位子，
感觉到好像我的位子，

然后我不知如何我知道我在几个小时会***
在梦里第一样做的东西是 call 给她，
但是在梦里的我，
call 了后既然没人接！
我就走来走去，
突然情景慢慢的变成家乡的家。
见到妈妈在那里做洗衣，
我就很自然的走过去，
跟妈说,“妈，我爱你。。。”
妈就很起怪的问我，
我就好像听不到的走带楼上了，

当我上到楼梯的时候，
一跟穿到蛮帅的人出现！
那个人升出两只手对我说， “走”
我就一至求他，
在给我一点点的时间，
最后他愿意放我一下子。

我就在接下去 call，
终于给我 call 到了！
听到她刚睡醒的声音，
我只要说三个子而已
但是，
突然连我自己都听不到自己的声音！
然后就被带走了！ SHIT!!!!!

一展眼就到了另一个世界，
那个世界感觉到很和平，
很舒服，
在那个世界的我，
跟一个人说了几句话就醒了！

醒了过后的我就睡不着了。。。
觉得我的房间很恐怖！
还记得我发过这类型的梦，是已经两年多的事，
就在我 foundation 时候。。。
那时候也是差不多一样，
其实都分不清是做梦还是真的。。。

算了，
如果有一天，
我就这样不在这个世界上，
我想对爱的人，家人，朋友们，说，我爱你们！

一个人

2009-03-22T12:22:00.003+08:00

从两个人变成一个人，
突然觉得很寂寞。。。
很不习惯，
就像少了自己的一半，
就像一朵花没有了花瓣的感觉。。。

只好靠时间，
虽然时间是一种解药，
但是同时也是一种毒药。。
心虽然会一直痛，
但是这样才会成长，
才会变得更强！

我会变强。
我会变得更好！

笨

无聊

2009-03-20T01:53:00.001+08:00

Kent。。。。。。。你好无聊哦。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

爱上玫瑰花的猴子~

2009-03-04T08:13:00.026+08:00

在一个很大很大的森林里面，
住着一个爱玩的猴子。
他在森林里感觉到很寂寞。
因为没有其他的动物会与他做朋友。

有一天，猴子在一颗大树下见到一颗还没开花的粉红色的玫瑰花。
他就走前去问一问，

“你也寂寞吗？”
“让我们一起做好朋友吧？”

有一阵风吹过来，
吹到玫瑰花摇到好像在点着头一样。
猴子就很开心的说， “很好！我们从今以后就是好朋友咯！”
猴子也说，“以后有我在，我会照顾你，保护你！”

从那一天开始，
猴子就每一天都来为它“洗澡”，修剪，挡风挡雨，布置它和其他等等。

但是，
奇怪的就是，
当在一起一段时间后，

猴子既然觉得自己爱上了一朵花？

但是，
他觉得，
没有这一朵玫瑰花的存在，
他是不能活下去的。

第二天，
猴子就跑过去想要与玫瑰花告白。
所有听到这件事的动物们，
都比猴子先到然后朵起来了。

猴子拿着一朵还没开花的红玫瑰，
他跪在土上，
然后对红玫瑰说，

“你愿意嫁给我让我照顾你一生一世吗？”
在这时候，
又有一阵风吹过来，
吹到玫瑰花摇到好像在点着头一样。

猴子就很高兴的跳了起来，
很大声的喊， “我爱你老婆！！”

在这时候，
所有的动物都冲出来大声的笑猴子。
猴子就很生气的骂走所有的动物。
当所有的动物都被猴子吓走了以后，
猴子就跑过去玫瑰花的旁边说，

“不要管他们，他们不理解。”
“但是，只要你知道我爱你，而我也知道你也爱我，就已经很高兴了！”

猴子就搬家住在玫瑰花的大树上。
每一天都下来陪它。

有一天，
猴子不小心的踩到玫瑰花。
但是玫瑰花并没有事。
猴子很担心，
怕玫瑰花会生气他，
他就对玫瑰花说，“真的很对不起！我是真的没有心的！”
猴子还是觉得很内疚，
他就说，
“如果你原谅我的话，”
“就请开花。”
“如果你还要时间的话。”
“我会等你的！”

玫瑰花在太热的温度下，
还没开花就已经枯死了。。。

猴子就奇怪的问到，
“你心情不好噢？”
“为什么今天你的颜色不同了？”
“不用紧，”
“我会等你的。”
“我会等到你心情好了在说的。”

10年过了，
在这些年里，
猴子天天都会一样每一天的为它“洗澡”，修剪，挡风挡雨，布置它和其他等等。。。

虽然，
那朵玫瑰花枯了，
但是，
它的形状没变过！

猴子默默的等了10年，
猴子也因为太想念玫瑰花，
就病到很严重。
在他还没离开这世界之前，

它问枯干的红玫瑰，

“你。。。真的不爱我吗。。。？”
“你。。。真的不原谅我吗。。。？”

“我。。”
“希望下一世。。”
“我们会再见面。。”
“然后我希望我们见到面的时候。。”
“你会记得我。。”

“当我在下一世和你道歉的时候。。。”
“希望你会原谅我。。。。”

“请原谅我。。。”

猴子吸最后一口气说，

“我爱你。。。”

~Crusader the Protector~

2009-03-01T13:24:00.002+08:00

Crusader is one of the character in Ragnarok Online.

The character job function is to protect people.
And in the movie of this online game,
This Char was destined to protect someone he love even he is not strong.
He started to protect her since he was small.
Instead of protecting her, he always get himself into trouble b4 he able to save her. XD

But in the end,
He realized that he is weak,
knowing that he cant protect the one he loved.
He depressed and angry.
Angry why he is so weak?
Then he went superb difficult training in order to be strong.

In the last chapter,
The dark lord appeared.
His beloved die in front of him after the Dark Lord gave her the poison.
In sadness,
The crusader gave her a kiss with tears,
Awaken his beloved back alive and both of them beat the Dark Lord in the end.

Being protector wasn't easy.
But,
I will try my best to be a crusader.
To protect all the people that I cares,
Especially my family and beloved one.

Crusader the protector~

B Friend ;P

2009-02-27T20:10:00.003+08:00

Even though we are not destined to be couple,
Or maybe now not the time yet,

But I'm glad that I still have you here with me,
As a Friend.

Juz remember o,
I m 24hours ready for you to find me >_@

All the best and stay happy! :)

Selfish...

2009-02-27T15:11:00.002+08:00

Jz being selfish...
As always...
Jz wanted the world between u and me...

Sorry...

Everything - 王力宏

2009-02-27T11:56:00.001+08:00

歌曲名：Everything
歌手/乐队：王力宏
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------

故事里的起承转合有一些忘记
做了多少错误的选择
原来波折才暗示着该走的方向
指引你我来到这一刻

就算别人都说我们没什么出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃

Cause You’re My Everything
就一个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天永远从此刻开始算起
你的爱是我的Everything

辽阔天际巧合相遇有多少机率
多少烟火坠落无痕迹
因为幸福没有捷径难免要绕道
不被看好越是要走到

就算别人都说我们没什么出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃

你就是Everything
就这个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything

Cause You’re My Everything
就一个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天永远从此刻开始算起

你就是Everything
就如这个原因我会永远记住这种感觉
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything

对不起

2009-02-27T03:57:00.000+08:00

死蠢的胜胧。。。
我恨死你。。。。。

没有用！！
没出息！！！！！！！！！

Someone special for me ;-)

2009-02-23T18:33:00.003+08:00

Someone special for me,

In my life,
I always wonder,
"When is my truth love will appear?"

But since yesterday,
I had found someone very special for me!
Hehe.

Someone who really cares bout me,
Someone who will miss me,
Someone who understands me,
Someone who shy because of me,
Someone who I never expected,
Someone that I loved.

Someone special.

But, there are still barriers to go.
We not sure that whether we both will be together or not.
But I had faith in this relationship,
and,
I had faith that this will be my 1st love and forever love.
I had faith that we can be together till the rest of our life.
I had faith that this is the truth love I been waiting for,
I had faith that, we were meant for each other.

I will be waiting for you,

Someone Special for me :)

o .....o
()<>()
II....II

I had found the answer. :)

2009-02-21T03:24:00.002+08:00

The questions has been blurring around me.
But now I had clear answer for all the questions.

I know what I want.
I know what I felt.
I know what I m thinking.
I know what I m doing.
I know what is right and what is wrong.

All I could say is,
I had found the answer.

The answer in my heart :)

Happy always! >_@

Don't Know...

2009-02-20T15:32:00.001+08:00

I don't actually know what I want...
Don't actually know what I m doing...
Don't actually know what I m thinking...
Don't actually know what I m feeling...
Don't actually know what I m doing is right or not...
Don't actually know what I m blurring lately...

Don't know who am I...

Don't know...

EXAM exam EXAM......XD

2009-02-18T22:01:00.002+08:00

Wow, today I just finished my 1st mid term test!
What a day.....

Tomorrow another mid-term.
Miao~

This semester,
I had planned everything in the earlier sem.
But ends up I planned to fail as I never even follow my plan...ZzzzZ

Too many certainties happened...
I'm waiting for this semester to end.
Cause after this semester ends, I AM FREE FROM MOST OF MY STRESSFUL LIFE!!!!
KEKEKE!!

At the very beginning of the year in UTAR,
I was thinking,
"waaaa I wan join this...waaaa I wan join this too....WAAAAAA I WANT JOIN THIS TOO!!!!!"
I saw many clubs that I like and really wana enjoy mylife in Uni as a super active person!
Now I kinda regret.
As I m holding position in 2 clubs but what I want is to join club and enjoy all benefits inside.
But never able really enjoy all the activities inside...

Since in year3,
most of the societies will duplicated.
Don't know when I m able to enjoy my Uni life.....T.T

MISERABLE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

This week I had done many things.
But don't know what I m actually doing also.
Like, friends ask me go buy this,
Then I will like "o, ok"

SWT...............

BLurring.......T.T
Exam a....
Assignment a.........
hahaha...

HAHAHAHAHA.......!!!!!!!!!!!

-.-"

Can anyone send me to the hospital?
hahaha.

Useless comments..

2009-02-16T03:00:00.002+08:00

Feeling that myself is very useless..

Seeing my best friend is really not happy,
But,
I couldn't help much..
After I drop all the comments..
And read back awhile...
Feeling it is kinda useless..

I hope I able to help..

White + Red Valentine Day 2009

2009-02-16T02:02:00.002+08:00

Valentine Day can be Red and White.
Red is for those who enjoying it,
while White is for those who passing it normally or sad.

Last time,
Still remember the 1st time I heard my best friend cried on phone,
I was stunned and don't know what to do.
After that,
I had determined that I wan to learn and become a people who good in counseling and helping their friends.

But through this Valentine,
I know that myself really not yet that level,
I realized,
Keep giving advices is not really helpful.
But,
listening and lend them our ears is the most important.

Sometimes is not we don't want help.
But sometimes,
we only can give advices,
then the rest will based on our friends.
What we can do is,
Try our best to help them forget the pain and bring happiness to them!
Thats all we are able to do.

The rest must based on their spirit to get through all this hardship.
Hope that all my friends who had very hard time,
Will soon get better and well again! :)

All the best!
There are still us being with you. >_@

Valentine day 2009

2009-02-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

Valentine day,
A very big day for all the couples.

For me,
who is still single,
Dreaming that all the stuff that I'm going to do if I have a GF.
But,
It' still a dream.
When my dream will come truth?
I'm not sure.

It might be in a long period or short period.
never mind la,
Let the fate decide :)

Believe in truth love,
and there it will be with you. :)

Sa Mei

2009-02-12T08:21:00.002+08:00

Almost one year I have known you le,
I was very happy knowing someone like you UTAR.
Who is really cares bout me and understands me.
And always be there for me when I needed help.

This semester you really become a lot better compared with previous semester.
You have more smiles.
Everytime I saw you and you will laugh XD
You had make yourselves more happier.
This is a very great improvement.
Keep it on!

And really thanks for always be there when I need you.
Thanks!
hehe

And,
Please remember that I will be there too when you need me.
so anything just find me.
And I will be there for you. >_@

Stay Happy!
Live will be different :)

Tough!

2009-02-12T03:43:00.002+08:00

"Tough"

I need to be more tough if I want to solve all my problem.
I need to be more tough if I want other committee to respect me.

I want to be tough!

Am there I will be!

next time,
I will let people call me again,

Hey "Tough Guy" :p

All the best!
GOGOGO!!!

Lonely Valentine Day...14/2/2009

2009-02-11T05:38:00.003+08:00

Juz Valentine,

This Valentine will be the most lonely Valentine I will ever pass in my life..
As it is a Saturday,
So all my Hsemates will back home.
Left me alone in the house.

Usually my Valentine Day will pass with family.
But now,
Will left only me..

I was thinking of many plan,
Need to contra my plan with my budget really killing me.
Really Kills eh.....
Haha,
Budget budget! :P

I really hope sooner or later I will pass my Valentine in a special way,
With someone who is very special for me.
:)

Happy Valentine Day...Kent.....

Someone out there

2009-02-11T01:37:00.002+08:00

Someone out there,

Someone who I m worth to care and love,
Someone who also cares bout me and really loves me.

Someone out there,

Someday,
Sometime,
Someplace,

I hope I will meet her,
and I will love her forever.
Till the rest of my life.
Rest of my decades..
Rest of my reborn as long I live..

Someone out there..
Hope to meet you..

I can't see myself inside of your eyes

2009-02-11T01:02:00.003+08:00

Maybe I was wrong about this.
But I really can't see myself inside of you.
Maybe you thought I having feels on other gurls.
But actually it was you.

Hmm,
I might not say this is a strong feeling.
Maybe I m too busy to care about it or I m tired adi..
Feeling no energy to fight for all of this..

Eating jealousy really kills people.
Instead of keep eating "jealousy",
I think I better don't think too much adi ba..

If we were meant for each other,
Then there we will be.
If we weren't,
Then will be useless for me for doing anything futhermore..

Seems like I adi lost confident on love.
No dare to love anymore.
Yes,
I m in need of love.
But,
How I able to get it?

Duno..
Tire to discover it..
Jz hope it will come to me.

Just keep being myself.
There will be someone who loves me and I love her too :)

Be happy :)

Not worth for us! >_@

2009-02-07T12:52:00.002+08:00

In our life,
we will meet people who we dislike, hate, sad, angry and depressed.
But,
Do don't you think that if we waste out time on hating, angry, dislike them is no worth at all?

Ya,
I totally agree.
What we should do is,
ignore those people.
Juz stay happy and be ourselves!
That's how we live our live!

To live and happiness~!
So we don't have to had this kind of bad feelings which makes our mood down and waste our time and energy!

I will not ever to waste my feels on someone who is not worth of it!
Coz I know,
There are a lot of people more that are worth for it!
>_@

For my loved one,
my Best Friends!
my family!
my supporters!!

I will leave everything for those who worth it!
Be myself!
Happy always !

:D

~Power of Nature~

2009-02-07T12:42:00.003+08:00

Sunny Kent.

Stepping in the warmth of the sun,
Makes me feel refresh!

Instead keep sitting at home and looking at the monitor,
Stepping out and have a little walk in the nature environment,
Makes people feel better and refresh!
Either you are under the sunny sun, romantic moon, shinning start, beautiful cloud or wonderful sky, You will feeling that you are part of the nature~

Take a deep breath~
Then everything negative or bad will go out from your body to the nature~!
Put a smile on your face,
And take a deep breath,
Then all the positive nature environment will go inside your body~
Makes you feel like~

You are being a new one again!
Power pump up and start all over again!

Power of the nature~
Really amazing...~~
Try once,
and you will never want to leave the nature..~~

Haha,
Be patient ba mr. kent,
Somoeday,
you will find your truth love.
someone who loves you and you love her too!

Thanks to the nature! >_@

Love, I hate you.

2009-02-07T09:34:00.002+08:00

Come on! Be happy!
I still cant my smile on this morning.
Wondering why my mouth still in "n shape" instead of "u shape"...
Looking at mirror...
Seeing myself...
With the "n shape" mouth..
Looks so saddy...
What happen to u Kent??

Maybe your friend were right.
You are desperate to find your love..
But I thought all the busy thing can make me forget about it?
Hmm..
I think all busy thing just making me more tired and feel being alone..

Wondering..
Where my optimistic gone..?
I had become so moody and deoptimistic...
I just not like the Kent I knew..
Not the Kent I knew...

Life without love really like losing another half of me.
Living in love also killing another half of me...
When I going to be in a correct form where I found somebody that I love and she loves me too?
Don't know..
The goal seems so far and so blur for me...

Love...
I hate you.....

MoodY keNt...

2009-02-07T01:36:00.002+08:00

Loved by someone who you loved.
Today,
I had thinking of love again..
There are few choices for me.
But,
Too bad is that,
We weren't meant for each other.
We weren't...
I was thinking when my love will come to me?
when it will?

I was trying not to think bout it anymore..
But I can't hold it..
How come I m not being myself?
Sometimes,
Not being myself really make myself very pathetic...
Being grown up really makes me tired...

I hope I can stay small forever.
lately..
My mood really not stable...
Easily down and very hard to go up...
A little thing is enough to make me feel unhappy...

I was wondering the Kent I known gone to where adi..
Gone to some place more happier?
Hmm...
Now I really duno how to be happy adi..
happy...

Bad and Good day Combo? Miao~

2009-02-06T08:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,
Was a special day of mine,
Bcz my BAD day and GOOD day comes in one!
But ended in bad..

In the morning, I woke up at 6.30am as normal.
And prepared to go to school.
At about 8am, I walked to school.
And start searching for article for my later assignment discussion at 9.00am as last night I m not able to find any article without UTAR online Database.
After search for a long period, I finally found a a few article which is useful!
Then Our discussion start at 9.05am like that.
After our discussion it was already 9.38am!
nvm la, As I never been earlier for this tutorial.

Then when we come into the tutorial,
The tutor face show us that "DON'T MESS WITH ME, I M NOT IN A GOOD MOOD NOW!!"
Omg, duno who did what to her until she is not very happy even the tutorial start!
Haiz.. Must be some tutorial class b4 us who make her angry.
DUring the tutorial class.
GOt one "smart" guy discussing assignment with the people beside him.
That is ok.
but the problem is.

HE IS JUZT SITTING IN FRONT OF THE TUTOR AND SPEAKS VERY LOUD.
I was like " O.O "
Even the tutor Starred at him,
He looked at the tutor awhile,
and continue discuss in lower volume.
OMG, he is really OUT OF HIS MIND!
Then the tutor very bu shuang and started bla bla bla bla bla.......
Miao...
After that we ended out tutorial then I go makan with the our classmates who came from KTAR.
During the brunch, it was quite enjoying because I m eating with bunch of funny guys. (Included me).

AFter we makan,
we go to the lecturer together.
Then I met Kai Ni they all Duty at PHP fund raising Booth.
So I wait with them at the booth there.
Waiting for the next person who duty.
our lect start at 12pm.
But we waited till 12.30pm still nobody come!!
Luckily Sam and Lay li found some helpers to take charge of the next duty hours then we all rush to the lecturer class together...
MY mind was thinking, "Sei Lo...I going to Miss a lot of information adi"

But, until the time we arrived lect hall,
Guess wat?
LECTURER IS NOT YET ARRIVED???
OMG....
Then the course rep called him.
we was thinking must be the lecturer cancelled adi and he forgotten to tell us.
Guess wat?
LECTURER FORGOTTEN BOUT NOW HE IS HAVING A LECTURE WITH US!! OMG....
What a nice lect we have over here~~~

After the lecture ended,
I planned to go home sleep after I settle my things at DSA.
Then I went to DSA to check whether my proposal for Musical Nite 09' approved or not.
Guess wat?
APPROVED!!! Hahaha!
I was waiting for this answer since 4 weeks ago~~~~!!
Then I went to tell my beloved committees!
But seems like they give me not very surpised reaction...
hahaha.

Nvm, then I happily went back home.
On the way,
DSA officer called me.
Said, "are you free now? Can you help me on something?"
I was like OMG~ my SLEEPing TIME~~~
Then I had no choice and go back to help him out.
Then I saw my frens was discussing the Fund raising for PHP with another DSA officer.
Then I go 8 together.
8 until 4pm which is my another lecturer!
Miao...
I almost zzzz in the lect adi.~~~

After the lecturer ends,
I met Cling and Marry they all gathering at the SOuth Lobby discussing the program flow of the Musical Nite 09.
So I go 8 as well.
Until 5pm++ onli go back home..

At last arrived home!
WAHAHA.

After I Arrived home, then Pei Ni jie asked me whether wana eat spagetthi or not.
I say YES YES.
Bcz I like western food.
Then Alex insisted wana eat outside.
So i accompany him eat 1st,
Then I come back and eat again. So i going to have my dinner for 2 times! HOHOHo!
Then Niu sms me whether wana eat dinner together or not, then I said ok.
Nvm la, 3 dinners in a day.
Hahaha.
As long people around me happy then ok le!
:P

But then she found other people eat with her le..
Cz she dun wan me be so crazy.
T.T

After that, I went to school to start Deco the Musical Ntie 09's Fund Raising activity for Valentine Day.
It was about 8.45pm like that.
We deco deco deco until 12.30am onli gao diM!
OMG...
superb tired..
Then we I arrived home,
NO ONE AT HOME??
All empty~~~

Then I saw xwei and cyen PC hvent keep back,
So I knw they must be going out yamcha too.
I also wan~~~~~~~~~~
I wan join the crowd.......................
As lately most of the time I spent is on the task...
I m people living person.....................
Without people I will DIE........................

Then I sms Xwei and ask her whether she is going out adi or not.
Then she said zhenniu ask me go sleep 1st.
I was like "-.-"
Then i ask her where is she now,
She told me where she was but she said she want back adi.
Miao, suan le. Cz I knw tmr they all 8am class, so if I were to join, they might sleep more late..
Then jiu nvm ba...

After I bath, about 20minutes after I received the sms.
They still not yet back...
Miao...
I was thinking If I join them jz now then should be able to chit chat for 30mins..
Then my tired makes me mood more easy down...
Without smile,
I continue my assignment,tutorial, planning, budgeting, recording until about 2am onli went to bed..
Thats how I ended my day.
With not a good mood as what I were at the morning.
Miao...I prefer if the bad mood moved from night to the afternoon.
At least my day will ended with happy?

Bcz of deoptimistic

2009-01-28T14:49:00.002+08:00

Last time,
I had a friend told me that,
I am good in everthing,
Jz that I'm too deptimistic..

Hmm..
If she never tell me that,
I never know that I had turned back to deoptimistic le..
Duno when..
I started feel tired of everything and become very very lazy..
Totally no heart of doing everything..

Another time,
I got another friend told me that I seems like very in need of love.
Well,
If in the past, yes I am.
But now..
Seems like I don't really care bout it much..
Like what I said juz now,
I had no heart on thinking on it at all..

Is this all linked?

Hmm..
I wish to know too..

Anyway...
Now I only have one goal.
Is to be success!!

When I become successful,
I will get everything I want.
I will be able to solve all the problems I had!
I will be success!!

Changed?

2009-01-22T21:58:00.003+08:00

Hmm seems it was ages that I din update my blog :)
Looking back at my activities,
I was very happy.
Coz I celebrating all the events and occasion with my friends and family.
And sometimes follow them go here and there.
It was very fun moment.

Like celebrating Xmas with all of my frenz,
Go out shopping together,
Go Kelantan with my family members.
Go out with my KT frens.
Go sing K and watch movies with my frens.
Go Muar find mer fern and go join her farewell party.
Joined the UTAR song composing competition and won the Best Lyrics!
Joined the UTAR Ball Choir Team,
Organized Musical Nite 09 ' and Valentine Fund Raising!
Organized Peer Helper Program's Valentine Fund Raising!
Being invited to be Class Rep of my class which I thought they don't like me coz I din actually put much time with them after busying with societies stuff.. :)
Celebrating our music club member B'day hugely at UTAR South Lobby,
Celebrating my Kai Mui's B'day.
Going UTAR Ball with my friends.
And happy coz everyone around me cares bout me :)

But...

Maybe this semester I really changed le..
At last I changed...

Hmm..
Many people thought there are something happened to me bcz I din really speak many nonsense and crazy as who am I in last semester.
I always said I nid to grow, mature, more serious, good leader, maybe I am on the process of changing ba..

This few semester I really spend many of my times on societies and playing and used a lot of money..

I was planning to plan a financial planning and time management plan for this year.
But I failed to do so.
Until,
Yesterday I found out that I actually don't have enough money to pay my tuition fees..
Then I asked my mum to bank in my RM2000 to my Public Bank account.
My mum din actually say anything she jz said ok and she will bank in later for me..

After that, at night timr, my Ah Jie msg me in msn,
She asked me whether I take the money from mum?
She also told me that actually our parent having financial problems.

My mum make and sell biscuits every CNY..
Dad owe a lot money from people..
Especially from one of my rich relative..
My sis said that dad always borrow RM500, RM1000 from Mum..
Cz every end of the month he also need to pay many loans and debts..
So everytime my Mum worked so hard de money also gone like that...
Then I told her th is bcz of Dad dun wan change his business and still insisted to continue with the business which carried a lot debts.
Then my sis told me that, Is not really easy to change business like that...
Since Dad adi 57years old and nothing much he can do..
So we as our parents children we must try our best to lighten our family burden..
Even my Sis and younder sister also working and supporting our family..
Our family wasnt really rich,
But at least we still happy and crazy.
Thats wats my sis said.
Unlike those rich relative,
have to live up their life like that.
Always bout money..

Even though my dad owed a lot of money,
But he does really care all his children.
He will try to buy all those stuff we want when we are small even knowing he dun have much money.
But the onli thing tht I dun like bout him that is,
he drink alchohol and smoke..
Which wasted duno how many hunderd thousands adi....
So that's the onli point tht I dun like bout my dad..

Anything else than that,
he is a gud dad even though he is not a gud businessman but he is a kind and happy businessman. :)

Anyway,
It is time for me to change,
focus on my carrier,
my study,
my future..

Don't let my family down..
I really hope that I wasnt the eldest son in the family..
So there are no much responsibilty that I m holding now..

Anyway,
Here I am,
So take charge! :)

I might be different this semester.
Sometimes I might be totally different maybe because stressed or angry or serious.
But in the usual time, I still me :)

I will try my best to be the happy Kent even how matured I grow >_@
Come on Kent!
PLAN PLAN PLAN!

:P

To all my dear friends, Thx for supporting me and concerned me.
Even this semester I might be a little bit different,
But I m still who am I.
I hope I can pass this semester fast and smoothly.
This semester will be very great challenge for all of us!
So all gambateh!

Add oil together ba! :)

Fight for love? no, for myself!

2009-01-03T01:10:00.002+08:00

Start knowing myself is important le...
now I started to understand wat my kai mui and my ka jie said le..

Seems like I living in the wonderland too much.
Until I din realize I din saw myself.
Jz keep wondering with my wonderland.

Anyway,
from now on,
Kent is the most important of all.

Kent,
u grew.
Grew from experiences...
Maybe that is the God wants u to know...
How important u are...

But is there any other way can let me know??

Maybe the god knows I onli learn when I m in my greatest pain....

Love pain......

Am I an evil guy in my past? ??

2009-01-03T00:56:00.002+08:00

Am I an evil guy in my past?

I believe if this life u do many bad things.
Next life u will pay for it.

But why am I the one kena??
I was trying my best to help everyone.
But turns in I hurting myself.

Why should I troubling myself by helping people??
Izzit worth???
My sis always thought me to protect myself.
Myself always must put at the 1st place...
Is she right?
Am I wrong?

Helping people is wrong??
Why the god wan to repay me with all of this???
Y on me???

Y.....??????
Y god wan me to suffer all these pain...????
Is that god also say I m very yong shui so wan punish me???

Is that the way of teaching people to be bad guy???
God principle..?????

Miracle...
This word is more more blur in front of me...

Magic..
This word is going futher futher away from me...

Nothing left for me....

Jz me...

Y I m the one???????????

Y........

Y.............................

BACK or STAY, which do u CHooSE??

2008-12-12T01:13:00.005+08:00

Go back or you want to stay here?

Last time,
I told my all my problems to my best friend.
She said that,
It is due to your poor time, cost management so that's y why you ended like this!

Well, she is correct.
I do play too much whenever I am free...
Even though I wana be happy,
But,
I should know when to play, when to study, when to do society stuff.
No playing all the time and relax all the time.
Some more,
This semester I din handle my cash flow well which it caused me trouble during the future!

She is right,
If I continue stay in this kind of life,
I better go back to where my old place is.
At least there are people who will control me and where my time is always insufficient that I really have to do well in both time and cash flow planning.

An unorganized life...
Time to say goodbye!
The newborn Kent is going to make sure everything is order~!
Kent Kent Kent!

TIme MAnaGemeNT!!
CaSh FloW maNaGemeNt!!!
A way for you to be success!!!!!
Don't waste your parent's EFFORT for making your way to WHO you are TODAY!!!

REMEMBER!!!
You the HOPE of your FAMILY...!!!!!

For you~ ^^

2008-12-11T18:26:00.003+08:00

Hihi,
I just want to say sorry if I made you feel unhappy and depressed lately.
Just that in this kind of moment I feel very hard to control my emotions.
I don't want to see you feel unhappy too...
I wasn't suppose to make you feel sad or depressed or what.
I suppose to wish you happiness and by your side everytime you need me even though not as a lover position...^^

Sorry for me being selfish and pathetic.
Really not mean to do so...
Sorry....
Really sorry...^^"

K,
Anyway,
Love is a wonderland when you are in happiness,
Love will be like living in Hell when you are in sadness.
So if the one you chosen and he hurts you or what,
You can come find me to chit chat or share with me..
My both ears are prepared in every moment! :)

Hehehe,
Feeling better even though all this not said in face to face.
I am a very shy guy, even though I am talkative.
Hehe.

All the best in everything you do ba!
Stay happy always!

That's the you I known. :)
But if there are any unhappy things or unsatisfied things remember to find me if you have no one to share with. ;)

Still sa sa de best friend right?
Hehe.

K la,
I will be alright de.
As failure wasn't a reason for me to sad around..
Solution is the thing that I need to search and implement!
hehe,

Happy Always! >_@

Miracle to Possible!!!

2008-12-11T10:50:00.003+08:00

Things changed around here...
I not going to be the pathetic how I used to be!
I going to be a miracle kent~!
Making the Miracle to POSSIBLE~!!
Start from last time until now,
My principle is,
There is nothing is impossible for Kent~!!
If people can do it,
Why Kent can't?

Buhhhh......
Now I going to use all my energy that running in all my cellular blood and boost it up to my limits~!
Even over my limits~!!
All the best Kent~!!!!!

Miracle happens whenever you are there~!!!

其实我只是输不起

2008-12-11T10:33:00.002+08:00

其实我只是输不起,
This is I saw this title in my friend's msn,

Do I really cant put down or because I 输不起?
After I had a talk with one of my best friend..
She also told me that maybe is because I don't want to lose,
So that's I why I couldn't cry out and seems like the sword which cut into my heart couldn't pull out..

Maybe is because I really don't want to lose ba...
But if is like that, I won't just stop and standing like that.
Coz If I really have the 输不起, I will fight until the end.
Until I really can't do anything.

Love this kind of thing I can play this kind of 输不起?
I don't think so.

Maybe Is because I found someone who had never treated me so good so that's why don't wish to lose her~
Hope that she will be by my side forever..

The reason that I not chosen maybe I din really show how much do I cares bout her ba..
As I never shown to anyone that I really cares or loves a person..
This is the part I regret the most..
As what all my friends said,
You will regret in the end...
Well, I does now.
I really do regret and feel Bu Gan Xin..
Because I never do the best of mine...
What I do is let it be natural,
And there goes what I get now...
pathetic kent...
That's what I suppose to say ba...
lol...

Never appreciate what I had before it is gone..
That's kind of habit of mine since long time ago adi ba....
That's why I never get what I want...
Always regretting after I lost it...
Always....

KENT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
YOU ARE PATHETIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pathetic Kent....

2008-12-10T11:10:00.002+08:00

Lately,
I felt that I am very pathetic...
Struggling around and in the end I found out I was struggling for nothing...
Wasted TIME and ENERGY~!

Even it is rude,
but I still want to say,

WHAT THE HELL YOU DOING KENT??!?!?!!??

BUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuHHHhhhhhhhh

Feel released a bit after scolding that........

Kent Kent,
wake up a bit please?
U not a kinder garden Kids anymore!
Look at u!
Like what!???!?

Why the reason u are not CHoseN??
Coz u are PATHETIC!!!??!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Y.......................
I really tired of everything I fighting now...
Seems like no goal to achieve~?
Seems all what I am doing now is doing for nothing......
Nothing at all.............

Tired........

I don't know how many times I had already said the word of tired in this blog..

But I am really tired le.....

Tired>>>>>>>>

What's inside u n me?

2008-12-10T07:15:00.002+08:00

In my heart,
I stored many things inside.
Including u.
which plays an important role within my blood cellular.

But,
What's inside of u?
Sometimes really curious until I going to ask everyone around me...
Knowing people's heart wasn't easy,
Trusting people also only once in the life..
Knowing u also once in the life..

Every heart beats of mine, I wondering who is the King of urs.
Every air I breath in,
I tasted pain and depressed...
Coz I juz can't keep myself from thinking of u..

If only this is love,
I hope the angel of love will appeared and guide me what I should do..?
Tell me,
What's inside of ur heart,
The real side of urs...
The truth in u...

The world that I forgotten and the world I don't like~~~

2008-12-07T17:11:00.002+08:00

During the study week,
I thought I was going to be alone in the house.
Luckily got one housemate staying here with me.
And I found out there another crazy people in my house. XD

During the study week, I din really focusing on my study as problems always comes to me during study week...zzz
Always comes together in bulk and make me no mood to study..
It is not I think too much, It is really comes to every time when I m free..
It seems like I will never going to be free T.T

But thx to my hsemates,
She remind me something,
That my little sis,
Last time when I asked her whether why she don't wanted to continue study after form 5?
She said she wants to come out and start working.
She said she enjoying working life~
Then She said that it is because she don't want both parent work so hard to contribute to my sudies.. She said that.. I want find money to give you study....

Hmmm... How come I forgotten this important point huh?
Maybe I was too tired with everything adi..
Not really sure..
Anyway, still need to say thx~!
I won't let my family down de.
I will do the best to not disappoint everyone who look up at me!
Even I don't like business conflict, city life, trickiest people, evil people, this money world,
BUT I WILL FIGHT FOR IT!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Like what my friend said,
I believe u not so easy tewas de!

XD

Thx for all ur support,
I CAN MAKE IT~!!
Kent = CAN~!!!

Trust within you and me~

2008-12-04T17:04:00.003+08:00

Best friend,
A friend that you trust the most and that will always besides of you when you need him or her.

Don't know why...
I felt that my best friend didn't trust me...
he/she actually looked at me as if I m cheating them or I m a bad guy...
I really don't know what happened to them...
The way they looked at me as if I had changed...
Changed to a stranger that they didn't know...
But I really didn't change?
I still me!?
Why....?

Why don't trust me...?
It is very hurt when you get this kind of feelings from your best friend...
That the trust between you and him/her is already gone...
The trust which hold both of you together seems very blur and getting vanished...
Hates began to build...
Sadness began to arise...
Lonely slowly become your best friend...

I hate this feelings...
I hate this feelings........

In the universe~

2008-12-03T23:22:00.002+08:00

Listening to the soft music~
Feels... Very nice~
Like floating in the sky~
As if like there no problem will reach me as I flying and they couldn't fly~

I fly so high~
Until I can reach the star~
Feels like dun wan to go down to earth anymore~
As the problem will come to me again~

hmm..
I think that will be only for a moment ba..

coz if I dun go down take care all those "baby problems",
They will disturb all the people around me..
But Jz this moment~
Let me relax~~

Relax~~~
This feels~~~
Really nice~~~~
really~~~

Really~

*~It's noT eaSy to bE sUpErMaN~*

Opportunity Costs

Great 1st week in OSK!

My Manager scared of My Hardworking?? o_O

1st day in OSK

Can't sleep =_=

Last day holiday before the beginning of new life!

乐于哀

Year 2011

Remember

Miss the Crazy Feels

New life going to start..

For those still bugging on what job they should take. ^^

Fun Fair at KT and it is CRAZY!!!

A enjoyable day at my hometown!

Lonely Night...

A sudden thought

It's Only Love

I supposed start my REVISION not FUTURE PLAN

邹胜胧

爱上了一个不应该爱上的人

There is a Refresh button, Juz that no undo button.

Things that you wanted to do.. But you cant do it...

Bad beginning of the day....

Funny IB tutorial

Why human is emotional?

1st week of Year 3 Semester 3

Being loved and love someone again

New but Last..

Desires vs Rights

Thx to Diamond's Frens ^^

痛苦的关心

Changed?

Tuition Stress?

I wana be a Hero..

Thunderstrom + Lightning

Singing Competition

Scold Myself

You say you are in love, but do you happy?

If I'm in love again

Trust

Want vs Capabilities vs Suitability

Something special

Star = Goal

That is the Star?

My.....SUPERB 21st BIRTHDAY!!! WALAOEH!!!! hahahaha!!!!

My~~~~ 21st Bday!

A story - Metamorphosis

一个重要的人

Wang Lee Hom - <> Concert 2009

人生的一条路

今天的我，快乐吗?

笑一笑 ：）

Accomplishment?

可怜没人爱

Musical Nite 2009 "World of Dizney"

忙完了，但是睡不着。

大忙人

Be strong while I can't

一个无翅膀的小鸟

痛

不会笑的我

发恶梦？？？？？

一个人

无聊

爱上玫瑰花的猴子~

*~Crusader the Protector~*

B Friend ;P

Selfish...

Everything - 王力宏

对不起

Someone special for me ;-)

I had found the answer. :)

Don't Know...

EXAM exam EXAM......XD

Useless comments..

White + Red Valentine Day 2009

Valentine day 2009

Sa Mei

Tough!

~It's noT eaSy to bE sUpErMaN~

笑一笑：）

~Crusader the Protector~