Go back or you want to stay here?
Last time,
I told my all my problems to my best friend.
She said that,
It is due to your poor time, cost management so that's y why you ended like this!
Well, she is correct.
I do play too much whenever I am free...
Even though I wana be happy,
But,
I should know when to play, when to study, when to do society stuff.
No playing all the time and relax all the time.
Some more,
This semester I din handle my cash flow well which it caused me trouble during the future!
She is right,
If I continue stay in this kind of life,
I better go back to where my old place is.
At least there are people who will control me and where my time is always insufficient that I really have to do well in both time and cash flow planning.
An unorganized life...
Time to say goodbye!
The newborn Kent is going to make sure everything is order~!
Kent Kent Kent!
TIme MAnaGemeNT!!
CaSh FloW maNaGemeNt!!!
A way for you to be success!!!!!
Don't waste your parent's EFFORT for making your way to WHO you are TODAY!!!
REMEMBER!!!
You the HOPE of your FAMILY...!!!!!
Friday, December 12, 2008
Thursday, December 11, 2008
For you~ ^^
Hihi,
I just want to say sorry if I made you feel unhappy and depressed lately.
Just that in this kind of moment I feel very hard to control my emotions.
I don't want to see you feel unhappy too...
I wasn't suppose to make you feel sad or depressed or what.
I suppose to wish you happiness and by your side everytime you need me even though not as a lover position...^^
Sorry for me being selfish and pathetic.
Really not mean to do so...
Sorry....
Really sorry...^^"
K,
Anyway,
Love is a wonderland when you are in happiness,
Love will be like living in Hell when you are in sadness.
So if the one you chosen and he hurts you or what,
You can come find me to chit chat or share with me..
My both ears are prepared in every moment! :)
Hehehe,
Feeling better even though all this not said in face to face.
I am a very shy guy, even though I am talkative.
Hehe.
All the best in everything you do ba!
Stay happy always!
That's the you I known. :)
But if there are any unhappy things or unsatisfied things remember to find me if you have no one to share with. ;)
Still sa sa de best friend right?
Hehe.
K la,
I will be alright de.
As failure wasn't a reason for me to sad around..
Solution is the thing that I need to search and implement!
hehe,
Happy Always! >_@
I just want to say sorry if I made you feel unhappy and depressed lately.
Just that in this kind of moment I feel very hard to control my emotions.
I don't want to see you feel unhappy too...
I wasn't suppose to make you feel sad or depressed or what.
I suppose to wish you happiness and by your side everytime you need me even though not as a lover position...^^
Sorry for me being selfish and pathetic.
Really not mean to do so...
Sorry....
Really sorry...^^"
K,
Anyway,
Love is a wonderland when you are in happiness,
Love will be like living in Hell when you are in sadness.
So if the one you chosen and he hurts you or what,
You can come find me to chit chat or share with me..
My both ears are prepared in every moment! :)
Hehehe,
Feeling better even though all this not said in face to face.
I am a very shy guy, even though I am talkative.
Hehe.
All the best in everything you do ba!
Stay happy always!
That's the you I known. :)
But if there are any unhappy things or unsatisfied things remember to find me if you have no one to share with. ;)
Still sa sa de best friend right?
Hehe.
K la,
I will be alright de.
As failure wasn't a reason for me to sad around..
Solution is the thing that I need to search and implement!
hehe,
Happy Always! >_@
Miracle to Possible!!!
Things changed around here...
I not going to be the pathetic how I used to be!
I going to be a miracle kent~!
Making the Miracle to POSSIBLE~!!
Start from last time until now,
My principle is,
There is nothing is impossible for Kent~!!
If people can do it,
Why Kent can't?
Buhhhh......
Now I going to use all my energy that running in all my cellular blood and boost it up to my limits~!
Even over my limits~!!
All the best Kent~!!!!!
Miracle happens whenever you are there~!!!
I not going to be the pathetic how I used to be!
I going to be a miracle kent~!
Making the Miracle to POSSIBLE~!!
Start from last time until now,
My principle is,
There is nothing is impossible for Kent~!!
If people can do it,
Why Kent can't?
Buhhhh......
Now I going to use all my energy that running in all my cellular blood and boost it up to my limits~!
Even over my limits~!!
All the best Kent~!!!!!
Miracle happens whenever you are there~!!!
其实我只是输不起
其实我只是输不起,
This is I saw this title in my friend's msn,
Do I really cant put down or because I 输不起?
After I had a talk with one of my best friend..
She also told me that maybe is because I don't want to lose,
So that's I why I couldn't cry out and seems like the sword which cut into my heart couldn't pull out..
Maybe is because I really don't want to lose ba...
But if is like that, I won't just stop and standing like that.
Coz If I really have the 输不起, I will fight until the end.
Until I really can't do anything.
Love this kind of thing I can play this kind of 输不起?
I don't think so.
Maybe Is because I found someone who had never treated me so good so that's why don't wish to lose her~
Hope that she will be by my side forever..
The reason that I not chosen maybe I din really show how much do I cares bout her ba..
As I never shown to anyone that I really cares or loves a person..
This is the part I regret the most..
As what all my friends said,
You will regret in the end...
Well, I does now.
I really do regret and feel Bu Gan Xin..
Because I never do the best of mine...
What I do is let it be natural,
And there goes what I get now...
pathetic kent...
That's what I suppose to say ba...
lol...
Never appreciate what I had before it is gone..
That's kind of habit of mine since long time ago adi ba....
That's why I never get what I want...
Always regretting after I lost it...
Always....
KENT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
YOU ARE PATHETIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is I saw this title in my friend's msn,
Do I really cant put down or because I 输不起?
After I had a talk with one of my best friend..
She also told me that maybe is because I don't want to lose,
So that's I why I couldn't cry out and seems like the sword which cut into my heart couldn't pull out..
Maybe is because I really don't want to lose ba...
But if is like that, I won't just stop and standing like that.
Coz If I really have the 输不起, I will fight until the end.
Until I really can't do anything.
Love this kind of thing I can play this kind of 输不起?
I don't think so.
Maybe Is because I found someone who had never treated me so good so that's why don't wish to lose her~
Hope that she will be by my side forever..
The reason that I not chosen maybe I din really show how much do I cares bout her ba..
As I never shown to anyone that I really cares or loves a person..
This is the part I regret the most..
As what all my friends said,
You will regret in the end...
Well, I does now.
I really do regret and feel Bu Gan Xin..
Because I never do the best of mine...
What I do is let it be natural,
And there goes what I get now...
pathetic kent...
That's what I suppose to say ba...
lol...
Never appreciate what I had before it is gone..
That's kind of habit of mine since long time ago adi ba....
That's why I never get what I want...
Always regretting after I lost it...
Always....
KENT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
YOU ARE PATHETIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Pathetic Kent....
Lately,
I felt that I am very pathetic...
Struggling around and in the end I found out I was struggling for nothing...
Wasted TIME and ENERGY~!
Even it is rude,
but I still want to say,
WHAT THE HELL YOU DOING KENT??!?!?!!??
BUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuHHHhhhhhhhh
Feel released a bit after scolding that........
Kent Kent,
wake up a bit please?
U not a kinder garden Kids anymore!
Look at u!
Like what!???!?
Why the reason u are not CHoseN??
Coz u are PATHETIC!!!??!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Y.......................
I really tired of everything I fighting now...
Seems like no goal to achieve~?
Seems all what I am doing now is doing for nothing......
Nothing at all.............
Tired........
I don't know how many times I had already said the word of tired in this blog..
But I am really tired le.....
Tired>>>>>>>>
I felt that I am very pathetic...
Struggling around and in the end I found out I was struggling for nothing...
Wasted TIME and ENERGY~!
Even it is rude,
but I still want to say,
WHAT THE HELL YOU DOING KENT??!?!?!!??
BUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuHHHhhhhhhhh
Feel released a bit after scolding that........
Kent Kent,
wake up a bit please?
U not a kinder garden Kids anymore!
Look at u!
Like what!???!?
Why the reason u are not CHoseN??
Coz u are PATHETIC!!!??!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Y.......................
I really tired of everything I fighting now...
Seems like no goal to achieve~?
Seems all what I am doing now is doing for nothing......
Nothing at all.............
Tired........
I don't know how many times I had already said the word of tired in this blog..
But I am really tired le.....
Tired>>>>>>>>
What's inside u n me?
In my heart,
I stored many things inside.
Including u.
which plays an important role within my blood cellular.
But,
What's inside of u?
Sometimes really curious until I going to ask everyone around me...
Knowing people's heart wasn't easy,
Trusting people also only once in the life..
Knowing u also once in the life..
Every heart beats of mine, I wondering who is the King of urs.
Every air I breath in,
I tasted pain and depressed...
Coz I juz can't keep myself from thinking of u..
If only this is love,
I hope the angel of love will appeared and guide me what I should do..?
Tell me,
What's inside of ur heart,
The real side of urs...
The truth in u...
I stored many things inside.
Including u.
which plays an important role within my blood cellular.
But,
What's inside of u?
Sometimes really curious until I going to ask everyone around me...
Knowing people's heart wasn't easy,
Trusting people also only once in the life..
Knowing u also once in the life..
Every heart beats of mine, I wondering who is the King of urs.
Every air I breath in,
I tasted pain and depressed...
Coz I juz can't keep myself from thinking of u..
If only this is love,
I hope the angel of love will appeared and guide me what I should do..?
Tell me,
What's inside of ur heart,
The real side of urs...
The truth in u...
Sunday, December 7, 2008
The world that I forgotten and the world I don't like~~~
During the study week,
I thought I was going to be alone in the house.
Luckily got one housemate staying here with me.
And I found out there another crazy people in my house. XD
During the study week, I din really focusing on my study as problems always comes to me during study week...zzz
Always comes together in bulk and make me no mood to study..
It is not I think too much, It is really comes to every time when I m free..
It seems like I will never going to be free T.T
But thx to my hsemates,
She remind me something,
That my little sis,
Last time when I asked her whether why she don't wanted to continue study after form 5?
She said she wants to come out and start working.
She said she enjoying working life~
Then She said that it is because she don't want both parent work so hard to contribute to my sudies.. She said that.. I want find money to give you study....
Hmmm... How come I forgotten this important point huh?
Maybe I was too tired with everything adi..
Not really sure..
Anyway, still need to say thx~!
I won't let my family down de.
I will do the best to not disappoint everyone who look up at me!
Even I don't like business conflict, city life, trickiest people, evil people, this money world,
BUT I WILL FIGHT FOR IT!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Like what my friend said,
I believe u not so easy tewas de!
XD
Thx for all ur support,
I CAN MAKE IT~!!
Kent = CAN~!!!
I thought I was going to be alone in the house.
Luckily got one housemate staying here with me.
And I found out there another crazy people in my house. XD
During the study week, I din really focusing on my study as problems always comes to me during study week...zzz
Always comes together in bulk and make me no mood to study..
It is not I think too much, It is really comes to every time when I m free..
It seems like I will never going to be free T.T
But thx to my hsemates,
She remind me something,
That my little sis,
Last time when I asked her whether why she don't wanted to continue study after form 5?
She said she wants to come out and start working.
She said she enjoying working life~
Then She said that it is because she don't want both parent work so hard to contribute to my sudies.. She said that.. I want find money to give you study....
Hmmm... How come I forgotten this important point huh?
Maybe I was too tired with everything adi..
Not really sure..
Anyway, still need to say thx~!
I won't let my family down de.
I will do the best to not disappoint everyone who look up at me!
Even I don't like business conflict, city life, trickiest people, evil people, this money world,
BUT I WILL FIGHT FOR IT!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Like what my friend said,
I believe u not so easy tewas de!
XD
Thx for all ur support,
I CAN MAKE IT~!!
Kent = CAN~!!!
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Trust within you and me~
Best friend,
A friend that you trust the most and that will always besides of you when you need him or her.
Don't know why...
I felt that my best friend didn't trust me...
he/she actually looked at me as if I m cheating them or I m a bad guy...
I really don't know what happened to them...
The way they looked at me as if I had changed...
Changed to a stranger that they didn't know...
But I really didn't change?
I still me!?
Why....?
Why don't trust me...?
It is very hurt when you get this kind of feelings from your best friend...
That the trust between you and him/her is already gone...
The trust which hold both of you together seems very blur and getting vanished...
Hates began to build...
Sadness began to arise...
Lonely slowly become your best friend...
I hate this feelings...
I hate this feelings........
A friend that you trust the most and that will always besides of you when you need him or her.
Don't know why...
I felt that my best friend didn't trust me...
he/she actually looked at me as if I m cheating them or I m a bad guy...
I really don't know what happened to them...
The way they looked at me as if I had changed...
Changed to a stranger that they didn't know...
But I really didn't change?
I still me!?
Why....?
Why don't trust me...?
It is very hurt when you get this kind of feelings from your best friend...
That the trust between you and him/her is already gone...
The trust which hold both of you together seems very blur and getting vanished...
Hates began to build...
Sadness began to arise...
Lonely slowly become your best friend...
I hate this feelings...
I hate this feelings........
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
In the universe~
Listening to the soft music~
Feels... Very nice~
Like floating in the sky~
As if like there no problem will reach me as I flying and they couldn't fly~
I fly so high~
Until I can reach the star~
Feels like dun wan to go down to earth anymore~
As the problem will come to me again~
hmm..
I think that will be only for a moment ba..
coz if I dun go down take care all those "baby problems",
They will disturb all the people around me..
But Jz this moment~
Let me relax~~
Relax~~~
This feels~~~
Really nice~~~~
really~~~
Really~
Feels... Very nice~
Like floating in the sky~
As if like there no problem will reach me as I flying and they couldn't fly~
I fly so high~
Until I can reach the star~
Feels like dun wan to go down to earth anymore~
As the problem will come to me again~
hmm..
I think that will be only for a moment ba..
coz if I dun go down take care all those "baby problems",
They will disturb all the people around me..
But Jz this moment~
Let me relax~~
Relax~~~
This feels~~~
Really nice~~~~
really~~~
Really~
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Love somebody doesn't mean u hav to be with her...
Hmm,
Suddenly remembered when I was form 1, I always told myself and my friends that,
Love somebody doesn't mean you have to be with her or him...
Because I hold this principle, my life was easier.
Because as long I see her happy, then I'll be happy...
Remembered last time,
Whenever she had troubles, I always help her at her back.
Feel very funny when I recall back the moment..
Everyday also wait her finish class and walk behind her even though she don't know me..
Hmm, I remembered because of my best friend also fall in love with her, so that's why I had give up on her.
So stupid right?
After "An4 Lian4" a girl for 2 years, because of best friend one word, then I juz give up like that...
In the end you know what happen?
My best friend also know that I "An4 Lian4" this girl for 2 years..
In the end he also give up because of me...
Think back that moment that I m really stupid...
Really stupid..
lolx..
Suan le ba...
Now after that incident, I heard people always say,
Appreciate what you have now or else you will regret now..
So after that,
I become aggressive instead of passive.
I take action and approach those girl I like.
And be very nice to them.
In the end, until now I also don't have GF yet... lolx..
The reason they told me is,
You are a very nice guy and gud guy, juz that you are not my cup of tea..
I adi try my best to be as gud or perfect guy as I can...
But in the end also not really useful ba..
Now My heart adi had enuff....
Being passive again might be better for me ba...
Really..
At least my heart will be more better ba...
Really scared to feels the love adi...
Feels that love is very risky... and danger...
You will never know what will happen next...
Don't know...
Juz feel very scared...
Scared of being hurt again....
Angel of love...
Can you tell me what I should do now...?
Can you guide me to the right path...?
LOVE...
either it is..
Life of Valuable Elements
or is..
Life of Vanishment Elements...
Suddenly remembered when I was form 1, I always told myself and my friends that,
Love somebody doesn't mean you have to be with her or him...
Because I hold this principle, my life was easier.
Because as long I see her happy, then I'll be happy...
Remembered last time,
Whenever she had troubles, I always help her at her back.
Feel very funny when I recall back the moment..
Everyday also wait her finish class and walk behind her even though she don't know me..
Hmm, I remembered because of my best friend also fall in love with her, so that's why I had give up on her.
So stupid right?
After "An4 Lian4" a girl for 2 years, because of best friend one word, then I juz give up like that...
In the end you know what happen?
My best friend also know that I "An4 Lian4" this girl for 2 years..
In the end he also give up because of me...
Think back that moment that I m really stupid...
Really stupid..
lolx..
Suan le ba...
Now after that incident, I heard people always say,
Appreciate what you have now or else you will regret now..
So after that,
I become aggressive instead of passive.
I take action and approach those girl I like.
And be very nice to them.
In the end, until now I also don't have GF yet... lolx..
The reason they told me is,
You are a very nice guy and gud guy, juz that you are not my cup of tea..
I adi try my best to be as gud or perfect guy as I can...
But in the end also not really useful ba..
Now My heart adi had enuff....
Being passive again might be better for me ba...
Really..
At least my heart will be more better ba...
Really scared to feels the love adi...
Feels that love is very risky... and danger...
You will never know what will happen next...
Don't know...
Juz feel very scared...
Scared of being hurt again....
Angel of love...
Can you tell me what I should do now...?
Can you guide me to the right path...?
LOVE...
either it is..
Life of Valuable Elements
or is..
Life of Vanishment Elements...
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